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Friday, August 21, 2009

What Friday Izit???

My friend planned to go steamboat on friday, 21st August 2009. I was so excited to go cause I never went to any other steamboat besides Carry On and the one closed down at Malim.

We were supposed to go there at 12pm, maybe 12.20pm will reach but they arrived late. Well, we still manage to eat it. I love the meat, all types of chicken, they were all well marinated. After fry the meat then it tastes really really yummy~~!!! I'm just loving it.

If I am not mistaken, I think I took some cuttlefish, white color, sticky, but after its cooked, it tastes very nice too. There are still other types of food but I cant remember all, got fried nugget, fried hotdogs and so on. Few type of drinks but I only get to try one, which is Pepsi Twist, this is the part I think I was stupid. But then the corn flavor ice cream is nice.

*I dont have the pics, when I got it then I will upload it*

After that meal, I went home and took shower then went for class. Suppose we have extra class during the night, from 8pm till 10pm but majority in class want to cancel it. Suddenly I felt upset, I had prepared my mood to sit in class till 10pm but then it was canceled. Then went to the photocopy shop to use laser printer to print our circuit. That was the time I start to feel sad and down. I thought this afternoon already made me very happy, but ended up upset. Sigh. What is wrong with me??? Maybe this Mini Project is making me felt so as its really very troublesome if I do it wrongly. Every step requires skill work, once you do it wrongly then need to redo from the beginning. Need to buy new PCB, need to cut it which is very very hard cause the board is tough, then need to print the circuit, iron it onto the PCB, make sure that all the tracks are well stick to the board then only put the whole board into a chemical. The problem is that the chemical has a limit, cant use it for more than 15 boards, which also means the chances for mistake is limited.

The the real skill comes in, drilling, I had phobia drilling things as I was admitted in hospital for 1 day and MC for one week. Scary~~!!! :'(

After drill, need to solder, my hands are not good for all this stuff as it needs really good and stable hands which I dont have. When the solder job is done, hopefully the circuit have no connection problem, else, DIE!!! After everything is done, we need to make sure that the circuit works by trying to send and receive in between 2 of us.

After that, create a software to send and to receive the message sent. It is so much work to be done!!! And we are running out of time.

Hopefully, hope that God will let us know if we have connection problem before we solder the components.

I am all stressed out now. I need one person to lend me her shoulder. God, where is her?? I need shoulder as well as the exact sign to show me if my circuit has a connection problem.

Help me GOD!!! I wana CRY!!! :'(

Monday, August 10, 2009

Tension

Monday, 10th August 2009:

I am all tensed up, having a paper tomorrow bur I don't seem to have memorized anything yet. Almost 400 slides to read through. Thursday have another paper where a lot of calculation needed and tonnes of formula to understand and memorized, still, I haven't practice any of them yet. I am really really stress now. HAve to do lab report which must be submitted on thursday, need to check a very messy and complicated circuit design, study and understand 400 slides as well as understanding and memorizing tonnes of formula and derivation, all at ones, its makes me want to cry so much right now. I've never felt so bad for such a long time. I just felt frustrated now and want to cry now, how I wish there is a gf for me now, don't have to comfort, just quietly sitting beside me so when I needed a shoulder, there is always gonna be one. A big guy like me wanting to cry?? Haha, what a joke right, but when you are up against stress that you can't afford to support anymore, this is what its going to happen.

The last time I cried because can't finish homework is when I was in kindergarten or maybe primary school, I can't remember, my mom was teaching how to write well or maybe was teach me how to do that homework, I can't do well, then I cried. It sounds like I am becoming a kid right now.

I want to cry, I want to cry!!!