Again...

Again, I have to face my problems. This time has two. :'(

Although I love the song Two is Better Than One doesn't mean I want to have two problems coming at the same time!!! :(

Sakura House, Yatai!!!

19th Feb 2010. 6pm at Sakura House which is located at Duyong. That place sell reasonable price Japanese food.







All of these only cost Rm54. You can't get it at any other place with this price. :)

Having dinner with my dear "Aunty" and get to meet with such cute, friendly, funny and handsome kid at the same time, my dinner is never better. In fact, its almost perfect!! :)

Well, I miss that kid so much now. I think I am in love with that kid. Whenever I see kid then I will think of the kid I met, when I think of the kid I met, it reminds of the "Aunty" incident. I will smile whenever I think about it. What a funny incident I've met so far. The best part was that the kid was wiling to follow us back back, he even said Bye Bye to his mom. Awwhh~~ how sweet~~~ :)

The best part of that kid is that he knocked his head on the wall when he came in, within half an hour, he knocked for the second time, this time, he turned around and beat the well. Hahaha!!! Kawaiiii !!!

Guess its time for me to make a kid for my own. I really miss him very much. :(

When can I see you again kid?? I should have keep his parents contact detail that time... :(

What a waste~~~

Forth and Fifth Day of CNY

Hmmm, the forth day of CNY, I woke up at about 10am, just when I started to blog and facebook then I got a text from my friend, L, saying that he want to go visiting. I told him 1130am but I couldn't make it so change to 12pm. I went to L's house and fetch him to another friend's house, H's house, while waiting for another friend, S, to arrive. When that friend arrived, four of us went to J's house. we spent some times at J's house then T's gf called J at his house then we all, the five of us, J, H, L, S and me waited for T and his gf to arrive. J's younger brother has gone tall and has grown up well but J is still the old J that we all used to know, full with his jokes and action, its always funny to hang around with J. But we hardly hang out cause we are now all separated, some working, some studying at different place, even studying in same university still we hardly hang out as we have our own bunch of friends.

After J's house we went to L's house, which I had already went earlier. J's asked us to go L's house while he took a shower, we were asked to wait for him. While waiting for him, we contacted Z who is on his way back home from Muar. When Z is reaching home, we decided to go to his house, when we came out from L's house then only J arrive. We waited him for about 20 minutes to 30 minutes. After L's house, we all went to W's house. Spent some time there talking then finally we move again. We went to Z's house first then only to S's house. My oh my!!! The cheese cake that S made was marvelous!!! Its really nice. At least the cheese suits my flavor, the cheese taste wasn't too strong or too mild, just nice.

They planned to go massage, S and L, but J wanted to follow so they postponed to fifth day of CNY. After S's house we all went home. J and W got a dinner which everyone from "Zhong Bu" will be. Although I do know some Zhong Bu people but since I don't drink or really hang out with them closely so I spent my night at home, I even missed the chance to gather with everyone at Pure Bar. :(

Fifth day of CNY, holidays end~~~ :'( Today, 5pm I have a lecture to attend. But before that I have to go visit my ex's house. So I went to get some "Bak Gua" then went to her house at around 4pm. I used to be afraid of her mom but I seemed to get used to it. Her mom isn't very fierce actually, its just that the way the communicate is different from my family, I took years to get myself used to it. But this time is different, her dad was at her house too. But her dad didn't say anything when I went. I was there watching the Hong Kong drama. My timing was just nice, I had reason to leave so that I don't have to sit for too long and I was kinda shy to be there with her family as I am just nobody.

When I was leaving for class, she gave some Chinese Orange. Well, it was another good timing cause my malay friend is asking for Limau. Since I got some from her so I just share some of my Limau with my malay friend. After the class I had dinner with my family and now I am here to write whatever happen yesterday and today.

There goes my CNY, wonder is there anything else more to happen. =)

Second Day of CNY and the Third

Early in the morning, around 8am, I woke up and prepare myself for the day. Around 9am my family reach my grandma house, after breakfast then we start our journey of the day. This year, I have volunteered and also booked myself a place in my uncle's new car, Toyota Land Cruiser. First time to sit in a car which is taller than me and has a V8 engine. The breaks are so good that you won't be afraid of hitting the car in front of you. Its huge, the space between the driver seat and the passenger seat has a small refrigerator which the width is about 12inches.


Finish talking about cars, now, lets talk about the journey. First we went to Merlimau. As usual, take angpow!!! Since first day of CNY my uncles and my cousin are addicted to gambling, no matter where they are, as long as there is a table for them they will start to gamble, no matter under what condition, there will always be a deck of card for them. We spend about half and hour to one hour at Merlimau then again we move towards my aunt's new house. While on our way there, my cousin called and ask us to get ice because they can't find anymore ice around their place. I called my mom who is in another car, then my mom said she will settle. When I called her again to ask about the ice, amazingly, she went to Atlas's factory to buy. RM3 for a very huge packet!!! Four times the amount I got from some shops.

When we reach the aunt's house, they start to ask for movie. Finally they decided to watch "Bodyguard Assassin". Since the house has got a Sony home theater set so everybody was enjoying watching that movie. At here, no more gambling. Besides visiting my aunt n uncle, my another intention was to visit Paco Rocker (as known in facebook). He was so cute!!! A really cute rabbit. Oh, one more thing, this is the aunt who cooks really good food. We had our lunch at her place then around 1pm++ we head to Masjid Tanah. As usual, at Masjid Tanah they will proved ice-cream to all of us. This starts when my grandma has a bet with me, she said if I manage to do something (which I don't remember what it was cause I was very young that time) then she will treat me the most expensive ice-cream (that ice-cream cost RM3.20 that time). Well, she kept her promise. Since then it has become a trend that when we go to Masjid Tanah, we eat ice-cream. At Masjid Tanah, my uncles and cousin gamble again!!! All the kids were gathering around them to watch. It was really fun, even kids know how to gamble nowadays.

After that, we head to Alor Gajah. Alor Gajah is where my great grandpa stayed (mom's dad who has passed away few years back). When we got there, again, ANGPOW!!! We all sit and watch tv while talking, eating and drinking some soft drinks. Then my uncles and I started to talk about the PDRM VIP sign on his car plate, after he explained everything then only I know that it isn't just a logo for fun, it meant something cool!!! (not that my uncle was a police or is a police, the meaning of the sign is beyond what I know about the politic world).

Spending about an hour there, again, we head to another place call Melaka Pindah (if not mistaken). That place is always filled with gambling atmosphere during CNY. Kids playing fire crackers which scare everybody cause it was too loud and you won't know when the kids light it. Then, the lion dance team came. First time to see lion dance this year. Not bad.

Not long after the lion dance finish, the day of visiting almost end. We then send my cousin back then we are on our way back home. Although the visiting day going to end, but my day isn't. When I reach home, my ex called and ask me out. Well, CNY, so I didn't reject. We went for a movie "Wolvemen" which started at 11.05pm. Maybe I was too sleepy so didn't really enjoy it. After the movie, we went loitering on the street with my car, well, I should say, her dress was really very sexy. At about 2am, I send her home in one piece. Then I went home, speeding on the street where not many cars is fun. I got home around 2.15am. After shower and facebook, went to bed on 3am++. There goes my second day of CNY, a busy one!!!


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My third day of CNY. My mom, sis and I went for lunch. Then we went to grandma house again. But this time is different. Uncles has went back, some went out to visit their friends. Left very little people at home, suddenly I felt the CNY atmosphere has gone. I wasn't really happy with it. But still, it was fun cause we had a talk and I got to know some incident in the passed which the young kid in the family will never know unless they were told. Kinda sad actually. Around 5pm, again I got a call from my ex, she wanted to buy external hardisk so we went out again. Went to Giant, then went to new JJ to do more survey on the price. Went to buy something that she needed for Feng Shui. Then we went old Newton for dinner. After dinner, we went for a cup of drink at Jonker. The cup of drink is what I always wanted to have but no one accompany me. The Mocha Cookies Blended!!! Yummy Yummy~~~ My ex ordered Banana blah blah blah (I never know the name) which is on the left.


After that drink, we went to beach near Eye of Malaysia (which has closed down). We sat down and had a talk. Then she send me home, she was driving the whole afternoon and night. When I got home then I invited her to my house for angpow. She came. Within half an hour she left and my mom ask me to escort her home as it was already 11pm and she is alone, female some more. I escorted her, and for the first time, I was racing with my ex!!! HAHAHAHA!!! After she got home safely, I helped my dad to buy news paper and went home. There goes my third day of CNY.

And now, its the forth day. The day has just started, my primary as well as secondary school friend text me and I am suppose to go fetch him at 1130am, its now 1045am and I am still here blogging. I should go shower and get myself prepared now!!! Ciao~~~ :)

CNY eve & First Day of CNY

Well, lets start with the day before CNY eve, which is on Friday the 12th Feb 2010. My friend came back, so we decided to go hangout. We went to new Jusco which located right beside Tesco. When we reach there, the car park is filled with cars!! But the first round the car park and we got ourselves a parking lot while everybody was still searching for one, we were really very lucky back there. This new Jusco is designed according to the JB's Jusco in Terbrau City. Its huge and it had a lot of things to shop. First we went round the new shopping complex, I got myself a pair of new shoe which only cost me RM50. I don't have the picture of new shoe here so cannot show it. After we went round and round that shopping complex and its time for dinner, we had a really really huge problem in making decision for dinner. Finally, I decided to go Stone Grill where the food will be served on a piece of rock, the rock can keep heat well without seeing any fire near us when we eat. I ordered Salmon and my friend ordered Ostrich Meat.




After the dinner, we went for a fast drive then I send my friend home. There goes my Friday.

On Saturday, the CNY eve. I was like usual staying at home and do some special preparation for CNY. 7pm was the time where we need to go restaurant for reunion dinner. I forgot what time we started the dinner but what I can comment about that restaurant is that the food is not what I expected. A restaurant like serving that kind of food, minue marks. The dinner was filled with complains, although some dish are well cooked and taste nice but overall is not very good. Serving food which is not cooked, prawns, it sucks!!! Before we went into the restaurant, I kinda took some pictures due to boring.



After dinner, my mom, sis, and I went to my grandma house (mother side). This is a family where I would prefer to celebrate in cause they are more people and its really really nice to have kids running around us all the time and the elder people talking, its really lively as compared to my dad's side family. Yamaha 125Z really looks small when I am on it!!!



After some talking among the people in the house, its finally time for fire crackers. While waiting for the fire crackers to be hung:




At first, four of the Red Long Fire Cracker was hung, it was so loud that I can't hear properly after that:


Then, another two was lite up. I think the whole Taman, we are the noisiest. :)

The time where they played the fire crackers was about 12am++, after that we all gone home and the next morning we went to my grandma house to "bai nian". This was the day where we usually have our "lou shang". Let the ladies do the preparation job:




The moment when we all start to lou shang, it was crazy, the whole house gone crazy with "Huat AH!!!!!". Everybody was shouting out very loudly. It was really fun. When we all lou shang, we dun care what we are doing or how we do it, we just LOU and HUAT AH!!! After lou shang:




My Ah Po eating Lou Shang!!! :)


After this, we all have free time to do what we want. Elder people will just rest or talk among themselves about almost everything. Kids will play among themselves too, for youngsters like us, we can't join elder peoples' talk, so we just join the kids and play with them. Finally, time for dinner. After we took dinner then we all went home to prepare for the second day of CNY where we will be out almost half the day visiting relatives~~~

to be continued.................

Sad & Down

Sad sad sad. I am suppose to have industrial training on this coming 31st May. The first company I sent my resume to is the company that I had my practical when I was in diploma. I thought the chances are very high to get it cause I am used to the enviroment there already. I thought this was an advantage. After few weeks I sent my letter, no reply. My friend that sent together with me already got reply but I am still waiting for reply. I couldn't wait anymore, I called. The answer was "Sorry laa, the project that is suppose to start on June has been delayed till end of the year". I was like "Damn, if this company don't want me then where am I suppose to go??". This time I am facing big problem already. Why is degree giving me so much problem? WHY~~!!!??? :'(

我期待 MV

The Original Singers and its already very cool~~~


This is not bad too but 信 not that good as 林志炫, well, 林志炫 is a very good singer and we all know it...


This is how it should be if compared to the original version, 戴爱玲 has a good voice man~~!!!!

Almost Forgot

Almost forgot to share another wonderful food in MMU. There is a part of MMU where seldom people will go there for lunch because not many classrooms are located near there. This food court is right beside our Exam Hall. There are about six stalls there, two stalls selling food and drinks, one stall sells only drinks and another one is doing photostat. Hmmm, maybe only five stalls there, I can't really remember. Its not important, what is important is one of the stall selling food has got something called Pita (if the I didn't spell it wrongly). Its not local food, that stall sells food from Middle East country, if not mistaken.




This Pita has got a lot of flavors. What I mean is that there are different kinds of fillings. There are beef and chicken. The picture above is chicken with cheese. The outer part is something like thin bread which is very crispy and smells nice. Well, chicken cheese is nice but due to my poor knowledge in vocabulary, I am not able to explain it. Overall it is very nice!! The mayonnaise is home-made mayonnaise, really very nice and you won't feel fat or "jelak" when you eat it. It matched the Pita perfectly, its like they are meant for each other. HAHA!!

That's all I want to say. About the price, its quite expensive actually, small cost RM5 and RM7 for large. Two person can finish a large one without problem. :)

First Week of Class

Well, its already the ending of second week now, its not too late to talk about first week I guess. After a three weeks holidays I finally back to campus for new semester. This semester will be very very busy as I am taking five subjects. Lets not talk about unhappy stuff. The reason why I am blogging is to share some good thing in MMU. In MMU there is a shop call Din's Cafe. They sell Mee Goreng, Nasi Goreng, Nasi Goreng itself has Nasi Goreng Kampung, Nasi Goreng Hailam and so on. They have western food too, like Chicken Chop, Fish & Chips, Burgers and sandwiches. Sometimes when got really hungry, one can order Chicken Chop with Nasi Goreng, Mee Goreng or others. I can't share all of those mentioned above cause every time the food arrive I will be start eating without waiting. Its not like its very tasty or special but that is the place where you can find special food in MMU. There are people selling foods above Din's Cafe but usually if my friends and I intent to chit chat then we will go to Din's Cafe. Now, I want to share Black Pepper Chicken, basically it uses the sauce for Chicken Chop (Chicken Chop has either mushroom or black pepper) with own grilled chicken. Sometimes the chicken tastes like Ayamas chicken. Well, only Malaccans or those who stay in Malacca knows what is Ayamas I think.



Overall, this can be consider one of the best place in MMU. It only cost about RM4.50 or RM5.00 for a plate of this. Kopi Ais only RM1.20. Its cheap!! :)

Chicken Chop with Nasi Goreng and a cup of Neslo only cost RM8.90. :)

Relieved!!!

Aaaah~~ Relieved~~~ It appears that I think too much, my ex never want to have a relationship. And that fiend I though I have lost actually didn't mean it.

Hooray!!! :)

What Should I Do??

17th Jan 2010, Sunday, my last day before a new semester starts. Had kinda enjoy my pass three weeks of holidays but some problem, maybe can be said as trouble, or maybe its something good, well, I am not sure about it. Lets start this whatever-it-call step by step.

First of all, I used to have a bunch of friends who go to same tuition class (we are all in university now that's why i use "used") during my secondary time. As usual, boys at that time wish to know more girls, especially we were from boy school. That time kids like us were keen to have a girlfriend. Then I found out a way to get CW's phone number. My friend wanted to know YP so much, I though I might be able to give a help while at the same time I can get to know some females.

Then, the story starts. Well, I was suppose to tackle CW that time, maybe I was nt as mature as now so I didn't do anything while my friend became her bf. Everyone was ok with it, including me, I never thought of tackle her at the first place. This was not the problem that I face. Last year (year 2009), well, CW and I sort of got ourselves into a relationship which is more than a friendship but not couple. We should meet up but something came up (its my fault) and we didn't get to meet. Then we kinda got an argument, she asked me to choose between friendship or relationship, that time I was all messed up and I chose friendship. Since then she started to hate me, hate in a way that whatever that is ok previously become not ok. (ie: when chatting, hehe & haha is something I always put, in msn, there will be some funny emoticons appear, during the sweet period everything was ok until she finally want me to make the choice, she starts to hate those emoticons)

After that, I tried my best to use my sincerity, no matter what she said, no matter what how she scold me I am still here concern about her and care for her. I thought this is the best way to proof of a sincere friend. But then recently, that kinda sweet period starts again, I should have stop it but then I didn't. This time the sweet period doesn't last too long before she asked me to make the choice again, after considering many many things between us I, again, answered "friendship". Then I did something that really piss her off and she said I will lose her as friend. Well, that was last week's incident, till now I haven't contact her yet. Wonder if she really mean what she said. Sigh~~~ why is her always want me to clarify myself, why must she make me make this kinda choice??

After this incident happen then I start to doubt whether I am really a good bf or not. In order to find it out, I have to ask my ex about it cs I only had one experience of relationship. I was wondering how should I ask her. If want to explain everything to her in sms, I think she won't read it cause I know her style, lazy to read or type sms style. To make it short and informative, easier to understand, I sent "What kinda bf do you think I was??". After I sent it only i realize that this might create misunderstanding. I already sent, so didn't really care about it. The same day sms was sent, I didn't get any reply, the next and the day after the next day also never reply. Then I think she might not want to talk about the pass as she has already have a bf now. I just ignore the sms i sent.

After few days she said she want to have a talk then I went to msn and chat with her. She said she only will be back on CNY but then all of a sudden she is coming back on 12pm the next day, so I asked her out for a movie. The Spy Next Door. Well, we didn't chat too much in cinema. After that we went sushi king for dinner. Then we start to talk about her relationship. That is the time when she start to act a little weird and start to say things that is kinda weird. However, I manage to get myself away from talking about those weird stuff as I asked her out as a friend, nothing else more than that. After dinner I send her home. On the way home she said she want to go and have a look at Eye of Malaysia but too bad its already closed down. Then we went to the new beach to have a walk and talk and took some pictures. Before we reach the beach, someone called me, I didn't manage to answer, I saw the number and I ask her about the number, shockingly it was her mom's phone number. I wonder how her mom has my phone number.

Well, after the beach walk, I finally sending her home. On the way back, another weird topic starts, still, I manage to prevent from talking too much about it. That night and the next morning she really acted weirdly. We had a couple of sms during the day. At night, when I was at my aunty's house, she called, we talked for 15 minutes and hung up. It was 9pm something. After wished her good night then she never reply. Fine, 10pm, no sms, cool, 11pm no sms, I wasn't really waiting for her sms, I was watching show on tv and playing with my computer. As usual, I will watch 12.30am movie shown on tv3 on saturday night, at 2am, before I went to bed, I checked my phone and saw a sms. I thought I manage to get myself away from discussing weird topics with her, I didn't make it. She finally express herself. I really don;t know what to reply. I just tell her that I don't know what to say and wish her good night. Till now she never reply me.

I thought I want a relationship very much, but why when there is someone who is wiling to accept me, I just let them down? What is wrong with me? I always tell myself that I am not a guy who has the right to choose my gf so whenever there is someone who are wiling to accept me, I should appreciate it. But I can't do what I tell myself all the time. DAMN!!!

Class is going to start tomorrow, and I am so lazy to go for class cause I have been lazying around for pass few weeks. I really wish I can sit at home and rest more.

Happy last day of holiday... :)

日夜想你

Two is Better Than One

These are nice

Cold~~~

It was so cold last night that I don't need to switch on my fan while sleeping. This morning I woke up because of too cold, kinda freezing. For the first time I don't need fan throughout the whole night. I woke up about 11am, it was so cold, as cold as having an air-cond in my room. It was very nice. :)

I was thinking....

19th Dec 09 night, 3am, which is already 20th Dec 09. I was about to go to bed then I went to stand at the balcony, don't know why I did that, most probably was too stress after studying. The night was so quiet. What I could hear was the sound of lorry and car passing by on the street. The street is not near my house, quite a distance but it was so quiet that I could hear that far.

3am in the morning, then I start wondering why should I stress myself up so much sitting at home trying to memorize as much stuff I can to go for exam, since I was able to stay up till 3am without feeling tired, why not I be like those lorry driver? Don't have to worry too much, just start driving and reach destination in time, that's all. Then can drive freely on the street where there is not much car during this late hour. Being a lorry driver I don't need to know too many things like optical fiber, how does the fiber optic transmit light which contain signal in it? what are the noise throughout the whole optical communication system? What are the material that is best for making an optical source and the photodetector? then cracking my head to remember tones of formula from easy to the hardest one. Why izit so hard to get a degree? Why must we make ourselves suffer so much?

Why? Why? Why? and the question why is still being asked by me. We know how to say our life is short, why not just enjoy our life while we can, although achievement is some kinda proud to one's own self but is it everyone can enjoy the process before he/she achieves something? Well, if can then maybe I am not the one.

Felt this way because I am too stress by now. Too many things to memorize, too many calculation to be done, too many fixed constant value that I should knw, ie: h=6.626 x 10^-34 and so on.

Or maybe its time for me to get a girlfriend. Well, I don't have the rights to choose but to those who don't mind to have a boyfriend who is not handsome, who is fat, lazy, not funny with his cold jokes, but sincerely looking for a serious relationship, no matter who you are, no matter how you look, fat thin tall short, please step forward and confess to me ok. If your attitude not suitable with me or maybe your style somehow makes me think that you are not suitable for me then I will have thousands and millions of reason to reject you, well, I hope my way to reject doesn't hurt. And if there is a reason for me to accept you, the only reason is saying "YES", that's all.

People around me all getting girlfriend except for me. My secondary classmates, uni classmates, why am I left single? Is it so hard to get a girlfriend with how I look? Maybe yes. Even my ex has found new boyfriend, not just one after we broke up but why I can't find one for myself? Does this mean that only one girl of all the women on this earth would accept me as their boyfriend? Who in this case is my ex. Or maybe she was just feeling bored and wanted to get boyfriend so simply "layan". Hmm...

I think I should stop thinking right now and continue with my studies. Wish myself best of luck in my exams as well as good luck to all my fellow friends that are sitting for exam. ALL THE BEST!!

*wanted to upload a pic of my ex, but its not good to do so... :)*

I miss "YOU"........

I miss the days where I can ride my motorbike to go anywhere I want at anytime I want. Driving a car now and I seem to forget the joy riding a motorbike loitering around. Secondary time was the best, every morning woke up early, took shower and breakfast then ride motor to school, when class finish then ride back home, when have tuition class in the afternoon then will ride again to go for tuition class. The joy riding a bike is not the excitement when you ride fast nor being able to overtake cars when there is a traffic jam, the joy riding a bike is because you can go anywhere without needing to ride on the main road, I love riding at kampung roads, can ride without helmet, so nice. Even the sun is bright, it doesn't matter, when you are moving you can feel the win on your body, most of all, you can ride freely in kampung, do not worry abt being hit by a car o a huge lorry. Riding a motorbike is so much easier than driving a car, you can put your left leg on the paddle for rear passenger if your leg is long enough, but for sure not the right leg cause you need it to brake. One more enjoying thing about riding a bike is that you don't have to get pissed off if there is someone in front of you blocking your way, if driving a car you need to wait til there is enough space for your car to overtake but riding a bike as long as the bike has enough power then what you need to do is to just accelerate and overtake, that's all!!! You can never imagine how relax you can be riding on a bike, just resting your left hand on the handle bar and your left leg on the rear paddle, aah!!! How relaxing!!! The most important thing is that when you ride a bike, it feels like you are moving yourself in the nature, air. It is really really very nice doing so. Damn, I miss the feeling riding in kampung roads, all the trees and flowers passing by your side while you ride, sometimes you can even see some cows too. I really love those shortcuts in kampung, after spending so much time in this busy town, its kinda refreshing and nice to ride through kampung without having to worry about the cars and some other huge vehicles.


Awh!!! I MISS THE DAY WHERE I RIDE AROUND THE TOWN!!!

Finally, good luck for my exam!!!