Rainy Day

Monday, 27th July 2009.

Woke up at 9am++, thought want to go brunch at 11.30am, but its started to rain at about 11am. The longer I wait the heavier the rain gets. Have class at 2pm, thought if it continue raining so heavy then I don't want to go class. At 1pm, finally, the rain is not that heavy anymore, so happy, quickly put on my clothes and jump into my car and go McD at dataran pahlawan. Went to fetch my friend, it was just drizzling. When I reach at class, everybody was leaving, the class was canceled. WTH!!! I went out from my house, running in the rain as my car parked quite far, rush to my friend's house and fetch him, and the class canceled?? Sigh... I told myself earlier at home, if the God is kind enough to make the rain not that heavy then I would sacrifice a little bit and run to my car in the rain, God did reduce the heaviness of the rain, but I wasn't able to know that the class is canceled. Haha... What a prank the God made on me. Maybe the God want me to go McD for brunch, instead of the same old place where I usually go for economic rice. Hehe...

Looking at the rain from my room, sometimes, it makes me felt that I want to have a landed house with a garden, so that I can look at the rain pouring onto my garden. When it rain heavily, you can't really see things clearly out from your house, I just like to see a green color garden in the blur scene. It would be nice. :)

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Hating Myself

5th July 2009, the whole day, the weather is so nice. Woke up at about 11am, then start with my pc, as usual, then watch show laa, watch dvd laa, after everything is done, its already 3pm. With such a nice weather, a normal person with my age should at least go for cycling, play basketball, football or at least play ping pong, what I did was sleeping at home. Damn!!! How could I have wasted such a nice and wonderful day!!! I really hate myself for being lazy like what I am now. :'( Fuck me!!!







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The second thing I hate myself is when I can't even put all the components needed to a circuit on my own. I have been doing these kinda circuit board for so long now but I still don't know how to put the components together. :'(

Saturday, 4th July 2009, I have a mini project class, we were suppose to finish putting the components then supply voltage to the circuit and measure all the necessary value, everybody mange to finish it but me. Why can't I do it properly?? Why?? Why?? Why??

Damn, I really hate myself for not being serious is the things I have done so far. Man!!! Time to get myself serious now. That Sagittarius is right, I am such a childish and happy-go-lucky guy, the real world can never be as easy as what I think. DAMN!!!