Sunday, December 20, 2009
Cold~~~
It was so cold last night that I don't need to switch on my fan while sleeping. This morning I woke up because of too cold, kinda freezing. For the first time I don't need fan throughout the whole night. I woke up about 11am, it was so cold, as cold as having an air-cond in my room. It was very nice. :)
Saturday, December 19, 2009
I was thinking....
19th Dec 09 night, 3am, which is already 20th Dec 09. I was about to go to bed then I went to stand at the balcony, don't know why I did that, most probably was too stress after studying. The night was so quiet. What I could hear was the sound of lorry and car passing by on the street. The street is not near my house, quite a distance but it was so quiet that I could hear that far.
3am in the morning, then I start wondering why should I stress myself up so much sitting at home trying to memorize as much stuff I can to go for exam, since I was able to stay up till 3am without feeling tired, why not I be like those lorry driver? Don't have to worry too much, just start driving and reach destination in time, that's all. Then can drive freely on the street where there is not much car during this late hour. Being a lorry driver I don't need to know too many things like optical fiber, how does the fiber optic transmit light which contain signal in it? what are the noise throughout the whole optical communication system? What are the material that is best for making an optical source and the photodetector? then cracking my head to remember tones of formula from easy to the hardest one. Why izit so hard to get a degree? Why must we make ourselves suffer so much?
Why? Why? Why? and the question why is still being asked by me. We know how to say our life is short, why not just enjoy our life while we can, although achievement is some kinda proud to one's own self but is it everyone can enjoy the process before he/she achieves something? Well, if can then maybe I am not the one.
Felt this way because I am too stress by now. Too many things to memorize, too many calculation to be done, too many fixed constant value that I should knw, ie: h=6.626 x 10^-34 and so on.
Or maybe its time for me to get a girlfriend. Well, I don't have the rights to choose but to those who don't mind to have a boyfriend who is not handsome, who is fat, lazy, not funny with his cold jokes, but sincerely looking for a serious relationship, no matter who you are, no matter how you look, fat thin tall short, please step forward and confess to me ok. If your attitude not suitable with me or maybe your style somehow makes me think that you are not suitable for me then I will have thousands and millions of reason to reject you, well, I hope my way to reject doesn't hurt. And if there is a reason for me to accept you, the only reason is saying "YES", that's all.
People around me all getting girlfriend except for me. My secondary classmates, uni classmates, why am I left single? Is it so hard to get a girlfriend with how I look? Maybe yes. Even my ex has found new boyfriend, not just one after we broke up but why I can't find one for myself? Does this mean that only one girl of all the women on this earth would accept me as their boyfriend? Who in this case is my ex. Or maybe she was just feeling bored and wanted to get boyfriend so simply "layan". Hmm...
I think I should stop thinking right now and continue with my studies. Wish myself best of luck in my exams as well as good luck to all my fellow friends that are sitting for exam. ALL THE BEST!!
*wanted to upload a pic of my ex, but its not good to do so... :)*
3am in the morning, then I start wondering why should I stress myself up so much sitting at home trying to memorize as much stuff I can to go for exam, since I was able to stay up till 3am without feeling tired, why not I be like those lorry driver? Don't have to worry too much, just start driving and reach destination in time, that's all. Then can drive freely on the street where there is not much car during this late hour. Being a lorry driver I don't need to know too many things like optical fiber, how does the fiber optic transmit light which contain signal in it? what are the noise throughout the whole optical communication system? What are the material that is best for making an optical source and the photodetector? then cracking my head to remember tones of formula from easy to the hardest one. Why izit so hard to get a degree? Why must we make ourselves suffer so much?
Why? Why? Why? and the question why is still being asked by me. We know how to say our life is short, why not just enjoy our life while we can, although achievement is some kinda proud to one's own self but is it everyone can enjoy the process before he/she achieves something? Well, if can then maybe I am not the one.
Felt this way because I am too stress by now. Too many things to memorize, too many calculation to be done, too many fixed constant value that I should knw, ie: h=6.626 x 10^-34 and so on.
Or maybe its time for me to get a girlfriend. Well, I don't have the rights to choose but to those who don't mind to have a boyfriend who is not handsome, who is fat, lazy, not funny with his cold jokes, but sincerely looking for a serious relationship, no matter who you are, no matter how you look, fat thin tall short, please step forward and confess to me ok. If your attitude not suitable with me or maybe your style somehow makes me think that you are not suitable for me then I will have thousands and millions of reason to reject you, well, I hope my way to reject doesn't hurt. And if there is a reason for me to accept you, the only reason is saying "YES", that's all.
People around me all getting girlfriend except for me. My secondary classmates, uni classmates, why am I left single? Is it so hard to get a girlfriend with how I look? Maybe yes. Even my ex has found new boyfriend, not just one after we broke up but why I can't find one for myself? Does this mean that only one girl of all the women on this earth would accept me as their boyfriend? Who in this case is my ex. Or maybe she was just feeling bored and wanted to get boyfriend so simply "layan". Hmm...
I think I should stop thinking right now and continue with my studies. Wish myself best of luck in my exams as well as good luck to all my fellow friends that are sitting for exam. ALL THE BEST!!
*wanted to upload a pic of my ex, but its not good to do so... :)*
Monday, December 14, 2009
I miss "YOU"........
I miss the days where I can ride my motorbike to go anywhere I want at anytime I want. Driving a car now and I seem to forget the joy riding a motorbike loitering around. Secondary time was the best, every morning woke up early, took shower and breakfast then ride motor to school, when class finish then ride back home, when have tuition class in the afternoon then will ride again to go for tuition class. The joy riding a bike is not the excitement when you ride fast nor being able to overtake cars when there is a traffic jam, the joy riding a bike is because you can go anywhere without needing to ride on the main road, I love riding at kampung roads, can ride without helmet, so nice. Even the sun is bright, it doesn't matter, when you are moving you can feel the win on your body, most of all, you can ride freely in kampung, do not worry abt being hit by a car o a huge lorry. Riding a motorbike is so much easier than driving a car, you can put your left leg on the paddle for rear passenger if your leg is long enough, but for sure not the right leg cause you need it to brake. One more enjoying thing about riding a bike is that you don't have to get pissed off if there is someone in front of you blocking your way, if driving a car you need to wait til there is enough space for your car to overtake but riding a bike as long as the bike has enough power then what you need to do is to just accelerate and overtake, that's all!!! You can never imagine how relax you can be riding on a bike, just resting your left hand on the handle bar and your left leg on the rear paddle, aah!!! How relaxing!!! The most important thing is that when you ride a bike, it feels like you are moving yourself in the nature, air. It is really really very nice doing so. Damn, I miss the feeling riding in kampung roads, all the trees and flowers passing by your side while you ride, sometimes you can even see some cows too. I really love those shortcuts in kampung, after spending so much time in this busy town, its kinda refreshing and nice to ride through kampung without having to worry about the cars and some other huge vehicles.
Awh!!! I MISS THE DAY WHERE I RIDE AROUND THE TOWN!!!
Finally, good luck for my exam!!!
Awh!!! I MISS THE DAY WHERE I RIDE AROUND THE TOWN!!!
Finally, good luck for my exam!!!
Friday, November 20, 2009
Accident
Hancur my car... :(
When I was going into petrol station then suddenly a motorbike in front of me, too late to brake, that motor can't get to stop in time too... BANG!!! She fell and both my car and her motor campak... Sigh... :'(
My beloved car... This is my personal third time accident related to car... sien... :(
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
"Untitled"
Finally, I have the mood to sit down and blog. I wanted to blog for so many things but I was just being too lazy to do so. Hmm, where should I start with. Lets start with the week before my exam.
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Saturday, one week before exam, my friend and I went to a cafe to have our lunch. I love that place cause the Mocha Cookies Blended was very tasty. The thickness of the Oreo flavor makes this drink so good that I will miss it some times.
Well, the good part is done, its too little but its really done. Now, lets talk about the bad and maybe worse part of about the shop. My friend ordered a Claypot Asam Pedas, if not mistaken, which is the food of the day. When it arrives on our table, it doesn't look very bad.
But when my friend start eating it, the spiciness of the food starts. Even I took a mouth of the source I can't stand the spiciness and I can't imagine how my friend can manage to finish it, but suffers. The fish is burned too. Minus marks for this food.
Then a plate of fried snacks arrives. There are four different types of fried snacks and I don't know what are they call in english, I can only show it here.
As it looks in the picture, not much of things but it cost about RM9 which is consider expensive cause all these snacks are cheap and can get it from anywhere you go. Well, it does taste good cause its not made from the cook in the shop. This is also a bad thing about this shop.
The worst food comes. I ordered a Spaghetti which looks very delicious and make me want to eat it so much. First bite, what is this, yucks, second bite, stil yucks, what the hell they put in this Spaghetti?? It tastes really very weird, totally different from what I expected. Maybe this is what a real western Spaghetti tastes like, I never teastes this kinda thing before. So far those Spaghetti that I ate was damn delicious, but this just SUCKS!!!
"DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER", that's what I have learn.
After that we ordered a strwberry mocha and a banana mocha, they don't taste as good as the mocha cookies blended. Conclusion, MOCHA COOKIES is tha BEST!!
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MINI PROJECT
2 days before my first paper I had a presentation for the mini project that my friend and I had done. After weeks of hardworking, seriously only he was doing the programming part, I hardly do anything, sorry bro!!! Usually presentation need to be formal, so we wore formal shirt bue when we got there everybody was wearing casual, I was like "WTF is this??", well, it doesn't matter laa as long as the presentation goes well. First thing was to try our circuit to see whether it works or not, at the same time need to try whether the our software can work on the PC in lab or not. Since we were slow then we let other group present theirs first. Just by looking at their presentation we know we are doomed!! The have made improvement on the hardware which we didn't cause it will take us a very long time to do so, the improvement of hardware make the circuit smaller and cheaper, more affordable. If they made the improvement on the hardware then they must do extra improvement at the software part to overcome the missing function of the hardware. Their software really very nice and very cool. Salute for them!!! I just hope that we can get a good grade of it.
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The exam day arrives!! The first paper was tough, too many things to study and memorize. It was really a scary paper but before the result is out, my friend manage to ask our lecturer and got our result, I hope the grade from our lecturer is true and accurate.
Before that paper, I was sitting at the foodcourt to study, it was a nice day, not many people, only a stall selling drinks. Then it starts to rain heavily, NICE!!!
My dad gave me a table light, an elephant during my exam week, but its too bright to use for study. Its nice anyway.
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Finally, the exam is over, felt so nice to have it over. Right after the exam is finish I asked another two friend to go celebrate. Well, it was suppose to be three but then one of them wanted to accompany his gf, then I had no choice cause gf is more important. Wanted to go Seoul Garden but then it was too far so we just went to Sushi King at JJ and three of us ate RM108 after discount from the member card.
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After that, there starts my one week working. During this one week I saw lots of things that I can't see when I was at home, they are all cool and interesting.
First, the UNESCO building was hit by a drunk guy. Stupid driver!!!
Don't know how much they gona pay for it. Luckily the whole building didn't collapse.
Second, while I was looking at the building then I heard a boom sound and there was a little smoke somewhere in front the Public Bank, I thought what, it was actually the Tentara Darat's bus broken, heard people said the gear box exploded. It was a busy day with all the police running here and there and the soldiers coming to town at the same time, I think there was a meeting or what la. Then the soldiers asked a huge towing lorry of theirs to tow the bus away.
As its shown in the video, the soldiers are kinda friendly. HAHA!!!
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After that one week of working, I am now enjoying my holidays by repairing my car. Spend RM400 to tint my car and its cooling now. Then went for some servicing as my car is really not good. I hope this coming semester I will take better care of my car, I don't want my car to go into workshop every sem break.
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Hah!! Write till here first, the next time I am free I want to write about the spider at my parents' shop and the big dog at my uncle's house. :)
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Saturday, one week before exam, my friend and I went to a cafe to have our lunch. I love that place cause the Mocha Cookies Blended was very tasty. The thickness of the Oreo flavor makes this drink so good that I will miss it some times.
Well, the good part is done, its too little but its really done. Now, lets talk about the bad and maybe worse part of about the shop. My friend ordered a Claypot Asam Pedas, if not mistaken, which is the food of the day. When it arrives on our table, it doesn't look very bad.
But when my friend start eating it, the spiciness of the food starts. Even I took a mouth of the source I can't stand the spiciness and I can't imagine how my friend can manage to finish it, but suffers. The fish is burned too. Minus marks for this food.
Then a plate of fried snacks arrives. There are four different types of fried snacks and I don't know what are they call in english, I can only show it here.
As it looks in the picture, not much of things but it cost about RM9 which is consider expensive cause all these snacks are cheap and can get it from anywhere you go. Well, it does taste good cause its not made from the cook in the shop. This is also a bad thing about this shop.
The worst food comes. I ordered a Spaghetti which looks very delicious and make me want to eat it so much. First bite, what is this, yucks, second bite, stil yucks, what the hell they put in this Spaghetti?? It tastes really very weird, totally different from what I expected. Maybe this is what a real western Spaghetti tastes like, I never teastes this kinda thing before. So far those Spaghetti that I ate was damn delicious, but this just SUCKS!!!
"DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER", that's what I have learn.
After that we ordered a strwberry mocha and a banana mocha, they don't taste as good as the mocha cookies blended. Conclusion, MOCHA COOKIES is tha BEST!!
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MINI PROJECT
2 days before my first paper I had a presentation for the mini project that my friend and I had done. After weeks of hardworking, seriously only he was doing the programming part, I hardly do anything, sorry bro!!! Usually presentation need to be formal, so we wore formal shirt bue when we got there everybody was wearing casual, I was like "WTF is this??", well, it doesn't matter laa as long as the presentation goes well. First thing was to try our circuit to see whether it works or not, at the same time need to try whether the our software can work on the PC in lab or not. Since we were slow then we let other group present theirs first. Just by looking at their presentation we know we are doomed!! The have made improvement on the hardware which we didn't cause it will take us a very long time to do so, the improvement of hardware make the circuit smaller and cheaper, more affordable. If they made the improvement on the hardware then they must do extra improvement at the software part to overcome the missing function of the hardware. Their software really very nice and very cool. Salute for them!!! I just hope that we can get a good grade of it.
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The exam day arrives!! The first paper was tough, too many things to study and memorize. It was really a scary paper but before the result is out, my friend manage to ask our lecturer and got our result, I hope the grade from our lecturer is true and accurate.
Before that paper, I was sitting at the foodcourt to study, it was a nice day, not many people, only a stall selling drinks. Then it starts to rain heavily, NICE!!!
My dad gave me a table light, an elephant during my exam week, but its too bright to use for study. Its nice anyway.
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Finally, the exam is over, felt so nice to have it over. Right after the exam is finish I asked another two friend to go celebrate. Well, it was suppose to be three but then one of them wanted to accompany his gf, then I had no choice cause gf is more important. Wanted to go Seoul Garden but then it was too far so we just went to Sushi King at JJ and three of us ate RM108 after discount from the member card.
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After that, there starts my one week working. During this one week I saw lots of things that I can't see when I was at home, they are all cool and interesting.
First, the UNESCO building was hit by a drunk guy. Stupid driver!!!
Don't know how much they gona pay for it. Luckily the whole building didn't collapse.
Second, while I was looking at the building then I heard a boom sound and there was a little smoke somewhere in front the Public Bank, I thought what, it was actually the Tentara Darat's bus broken, heard people said the gear box exploded. It was a busy day with all the police running here and there and the soldiers coming to town at the same time, I think there was a meeting or what la. Then the soldiers asked a huge towing lorry of theirs to tow the bus away.
As its shown in the video, the soldiers are kinda friendly. HAHA!!!
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After that one week of working, I am now enjoying my holidays by repairing my car. Spend RM400 to tint my car and its cooling now. Then went for some servicing as my car is really not good. I hope this coming semester I will take better care of my car, I don't want my car to go into workshop every sem break.
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Hah!! Write till here first, the next time I am free I want to write about the spider at my parents' shop and the big dog at my uncle's house. :)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Finally
Finally, my exam is over. Its a huge difference compare to last sem. 3rd year really making my life up side down. Huge stress and pressure starting on 3rd year. Practical skills that I have never thought of obtaining. Looks like I should start practicing the skill of doing or constructing a PCB alrd.
3rd, the subject is hard, tonnes of pages need to be read and memorized cause its really very hard for us to know what is it and understand it. Telecommunication is something very complex and complicated, I mean the process as well as the detailed structure.
Well, I will write till here for now, I am going out to send something to a customer with my dad. Gtg nw.
I AM FREE!!! AND I AM HAPPY!!! "I'm flying without wing"... hehe...
3rd, the subject is hard, tonnes of pages need to be read and memorized cause its really very hard for us to know what is it and understand it. Telecommunication is something very complex and complicated, I mean the process as well as the detailed structure.
Well, I will write till here for now, I am going out to send something to a customer with my dad. Gtg nw.
I AM FREE!!! AND I AM HAPPY!!! "I'm flying without wing"... hehe...
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Last Paper
Tmr will be my last paper which I hope I can do my best. Well, I want to score for this paper because its not hard, only thing is memorizing, that's all. I was so damn stressed up last week but this week, especially on Tue I felt relief. Hope tmr will be a wonderful day for me. I will try my VERY BEST!!!
Good Luck to me~~~
Good Luck to me~~~
Thursday, October 1, 2009
All Stressed Up
I am all stressed up right now. Got too many things to memorize for my Saturday paper. Really a lot and am running out of time now. What can I do? I am gone cry this time. :'(
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Wah, seldom wake up automatically at 8am lately, today, I did. Has been stayed up very very late because was watching HK drama and also study. But after presentation last night, a bad one, then went to bed at 1am and woke up at 8am today. Felt like there is plenty of time for me today, must fully make use of it to STUDY!!!!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Long time didn't blog liao. Want to write something now.
Hmm, what should I write leh? Well, final exam is just around the corner but today I spent my whole damn day watching Hong Kong drama. What the hell!!??? I should be studying and preparing for final cause I am seriously running out of time.
Really stressed and sad now. :'(
Sigh~~~ Hope I can finish study by tonight. GOD bless me, forgive my laziness today.
Thank God~~~
Hmm, what should I write leh? Well, final exam is just around the corner but today I spent my whole damn day watching Hong Kong drama. What the hell!!??? I should be studying and preparing for final cause I am seriously running out of time.
Really stressed and sad now. :'(
Sigh~~~ Hope I can finish study by tonight. GOD bless me, forgive my laziness today.
Thank God~~~
Monday, September 7, 2009
Ping Pong at Night
Syok ah play ping pong at night. Sweat the hell out of me. So long didn't sweat already, feel so nice now... :)
Friday, August 21, 2009
What Friday Izit???
My friend planned to go steamboat on friday, 21st August 2009. I was so excited to go cause I never went to any other steamboat besides Carry On and the one closed down at Malim.
We were supposed to go there at 12pm, maybe 12.20pm will reach but they arrived late. Well, we still manage to eat it. I love the meat, all types of chicken, they were all well marinated. After fry the meat then it tastes really really yummy~~!!! I'm just loving it.
If I am not mistaken, I think I took some cuttlefish, white color, sticky, but after its cooked, it tastes very nice too. There are still other types of food but I cant remember all, got fried nugget, fried hotdogs and so on. Few type of drinks but I only get to try one, which is Pepsi Twist, this is the part I think I was stupid. But then the corn flavor ice cream is nice.
*I dont have the pics, when I got it then I will upload it*
After that meal, I went home and took shower then went for class. Suppose we have extra class during the night, from 8pm till 10pm but majority in class want to cancel it. Suddenly I felt upset, I had prepared my mood to sit in class till 10pm but then it was canceled. Then went to the photocopy shop to use laser printer to print our circuit. That was the time I start to feel sad and down. I thought this afternoon already made me very happy, but ended up upset. Sigh. What is wrong with me??? Maybe this Mini Project is making me felt so as its really very troublesome if I do it wrongly. Every step requires skill work, once you do it wrongly then need to redo from the beginning. Need to buy new PCB, need to cut it which is very very hard cause the board is tough, then need to print the circuit, iron it onto the PCB, make sure that all the tracks are well stick to the board then only put the whole board into a chemical. The problem is that the chemical has a limit, cant use it for more than 15 boards, which also means the chances for mistake is limited.
The the real skill comes in, drilling, I had phobia drilling things as I was admitted in hospital for 1 day and MC for one week. Scary~~!!! :'(
After drill, need to solder, my hands are not good for all this stuff as it needs really good and stable hands which I dont have. When the solder job is done, hopefully the circuit have no connection problem, else, DIE!!! After everything is done, we need to make sure that the circuit works by trying to send and receive in between 2 of us.
After that, create a software to send and to receive the message sent. It is so much work to be done!!! And we are running out of time.
Hopefully, hope that God will let us know if we have connection problem before we solder the components.
I am all stressed out now. I need one person to lend me her shoulder. God, where is her?? I need shoulder as well as the exact sign to show me if my circuit has a connection problem.
Help me GOD!!! I wana CRY!!! :'(
We were supposed to go there at 12pm, maybe 12.20pm will reach but they arrived late. Well, we still manage to eat it. I love the meat, all types of chicken, they were all well marinated. After fry the meat then it tastes really really yummy~~!!! I'm just loving it.
If I am not mistaken, I think I took some cuttlefish, white color, sticky, but after its cooked, it tastes very nice too. There are still other types of food but I cant remember all, got fried nugget, fried hotdogs and so on. Few type of drinks but I only get to try one, which is Pepsi Twist, this is the part I think I was stupid. But then the corn flavor ice cream is nice.
*I dont have the pics, when I got it then I will upload it*
After that meal, I went home and took shower then went for class. Suppose we have extra class during the night, from 8pm till 10pm but majority in class want to cancel it. Suddenly I felt upset, I had prepared my mood to sit in class till 10pm but then it was canceled. Then went to the photocopy shop to use laser printer to print our circuit. That was the time I start to feel sad and down. I thought this afternoon already made me very happy, but ended up upset. Sigh. What is wrong with me??? Maybe this Mini Project is making me felt so as its really very troublesome if I do it wrongly. Every step requires skill work, once you do it wrongly then need to redo from the beginning. Need to buy new PCB, need to cut it which is very very hard cause the board is tough, then need to print the circuit, iron it onto the PCB, make sure that all the tracks are well stick to the board then only put the whole board into a chemical. The problem is that the chemical has a limit, cant use it for more than 15 boards, which also means the chances for mistake is limited.
The the real skill comes in, drilling, I had phobia drilling things as I was admitted in hospital for 1 day and MC for one week. Scary~~!!! :'(
After drill, need to solder, my hands are not good for all this stuff as it needs really good and stable hands which I dont have. When the solder job is done, hopefully the circuit have no connection problem, else, DIE!!! After everything is done, we need to make sure that the circuit works by trying to send and receive in between 2 of us.
After that, create a software to send and to receive the message sent. It is so much work to be done!!! And we are running out of time.
Hopefully, hope that God will let us know if we have connection problem before we solder the components.
I am all stressed out now. I need one person to lend me her shoulder. God, where is her?? I need shoulder as well as the exact sign to show me if my circuit has a connection problem.
Help me GOD!!! I wana CRY!!! :'(
Monday, August 10, 2009
Tension
Monday, 10th August 2009:
I am all tensed up, having a paper tomorrow bur I don't seem to have memorized anything yet. Almost 400 slides to read through. Thursday have another paper where a lot of calculation needed and tonnes of formula to understand and memorized, still, I haven't practice any of them yet. I am really really stress now. HAve to do lab report which must be submitted on thursday, need to check a very messy and complicated circuit design, study and understand 400 slides as well as understanding and memorizing tonnes of formula and derivation, all at ones, its makes me want to cry so much right now. I've never felt so bad for such a long time. I just felt frustrated now and want to cry now, how I wish there is a gf for me now, don't have to comfort, just quietly sitting beside me so when I needed a shoulder, there is always gonna be one. A big guy like me wanting to cry?? Haha, what a joke right, but when you are up against stress that you can't afford to support anymore, this is what its going to happen.
The last time I cried because can't finish homework is when I was in kindergarten or maybe primary school, I can't remember, my mom was teaching how to write well or maybe was teach me how to do that homework, I can't do well, then I cried. It sounds like I am becoming a kid right now.
I want to cry, I want to cry!!!
I am all tensed up, having a paper tomorrow bur I don't seem to have memorized anything yet. Almost 400 slides to read through. Thursday have another paper where a lot of calculation needed and tonnes of formula to understand and memorized, still, I haven't practice any of them yet. I am really really stress now. HAve to do lab report which must be submitted on thursday, need to check a very messy and complicated circuit design, study and understand 400 slides as well as understanding and memorizing tonnes of formula and derivation, all at ones, its makes me want to cry so much right now. I've never felt so bad for such a long time. I just felt frustrated now and want to cry now, how I wish there is a gf for me now, don't have to comfort, just quietly sitting beside me so when I needed a shoulder, there is always gonna be one. A big guy like me wanting to cry?? Haha, what a joke right, but when you are up against stress that you can't afford to support anymore, this is what its going to happen.
The last time I cried because can't finish homework is when I was in kindergarten or maybe primary school, I can't remember, my mom was teaching how to write well or maybe was teach me how to do that homework, I can't do well, then I cried. It sounds like I am becoming a kid right now.
I want to cry, I want to cry!!!
Monday, July 27, 2009
Rainy Day
Monday, 27th July 2009.
Woke up at 9am++, thought want to go brunch at 11.30am, but its started to rain at about 11am. The longer I wait the heavier the rain gets. Have class at 2pm, thought if it continue raining so heavy then I don't want to go class. At 1pm, finally, the rain is not that heavy anymore, so happy, quickly put on my clothes and jump into my car and go McD at dataran pahlawan. Went to fetch my friend, it was just drizzling. When I reach at class, everybody was leaving, the class was canceled. WTH!!! I went out from my house, running in the rain as my car parked quite far, rush to my friend's house and fetch him, and the class canceled?? Sigh... I told myself earlier at home, if the God is kind enough to make the rain not that heavy then I would sacrifice a little bit and run to my car in the rain, God did reduce the heaviness of the rain, but I wasn't able to know that the class is canceled. Haha... What a prank the God made on me. Maybe the God want me to go McD for brunch, instead of the same old place where I usually go for economic rice. Hehe...
Looking at the rain from my room, sometimes, it makes me felt that I want to have a landed house with a garden, so that I can look at the rain pouring onto my garden. When it rain heavily, you can't really see things clearly out from your house, I just like to see a green color garden in the blur scene. It would be nice. :)
Woke up at 9am++, thought want to go brunch at 11.30am, but its started to rain at about 11am. The longer I wait the heavier the rain gets. Have class at 2pm, thought if it continue raining so heavy then I don't want to go class. At 1pm, finally, the rain is not that heavy anymore, so happy, quickly put on my clothes and jump into my car and go McD at dataran pahlawan. Went to fetch my friend, it was just drizzling. When I reach at class, everybody was leaving, the class was canceled. WTH!!! I went out from my house, running in the rain as my car parked quite far, rush to my friend's house and fetch him, and the class canceled?? Sigh... I told myself earlier at home, if the God is kind enough to make the rain not that heavy then I would sacrifice a little bit and run to my car in the rain, God did reduce the heaviness of the rain, but I wasn't able to know that the class is canceled. Haha... What a prank the God made on me. Maybe the God want me to go McD for brunch, instead of the same old place where I usually go for economic rice. Hehe...
Looking at the rain from my room, sometimes, it makes me felt that I want to have a landed house with a garden, so that I can look at the rain pouring onto my garden. When it rain heavily, you can't really see things clearly out from your house, I just like to see a green color garden in the blur scene. It would be nice. :)
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Songs
I've uploaded something which will play some songs. Just hoping that you will feel ease and comfortable while reading my blog. :)
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Hating Myself
5th July 2009, the whole day, the weather is so nice. Woke up at about 11am, then start with my pc, as usual, then watch show laa, watch dvd laa, after everything is done, its already 3pm. With such a nice weather, a normal person with my age should at least go for cycling, play basketball, football or at least play ping pong, what I did was sleeping at home. Damn!!! How could I have wasted such a nice and wonderful day!!! I really hate myself for being lazy like what I am now. :'( Fuck me!!!
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The second thing I hate myself is when I can't even put all the components needed to a circuit on my own. I have been doing these kinda circuit board for so long now but I still don't know how to put the components together. :'(
Saturday, 4th July 2009, I have a mini project class, we were suppose to finish putting the components then supply voltage to the circuit and measure all the necessary value, everybody mange to finish it but me. Why can't I do it properly?? Why?? Why?? Why??
Damn, I really hate myself for not being serious is the things I have done so far. Man!!! Time to get myself serious now. That Sagittarius is right, I am such a childish and happy-go-lucky guy, the real world can never be as easy as what I think. DAMN!!!
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The second thing I hate myself is when I can't even put all the components needed to a circuit on my own. I have been doing these kinda circuit board for so long now but I still don't know how to put the components together. :'(
Saturday, 4th July 2009, I have a mini project class, we were suppose to finish putting the components then supply voltage to the circuit and measure all the necessary value, everybody mange to finish it but me. Why can't I do it properly?? Why?? Why?? Why??
Damn, I really hate myself for not being serious is the things I have done so far. Man!!! Time to get myself serious now. That Sagittarius is right, I am such a childish and happy-go-lucky guy, the real world can never be as easy as what I think. DAMN!!!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Toyota Mark-X
Before this, I only get to see a sporty Toyota Mark-X parking. But today, I saw one on the street. That Mark-X was kinda rushing so I planned to follow at the back and see how it looks like. I don't know whether Mark-X has manual transmission or not, but the one I saw accelerates like one. It came fast and stable from far, when I look into my rear mirror, I got goosebumps. It came so fast and stable that makes you think it really a racing car coming towards you, that car is much larger than mine too, that's what make me felt that way. When the driver want to overtake, it just simply turn the steering and accelerate, you will never have time to react, just see it overtakes you.
When we came to the back of JJ, that Mark-X tackled the sharp bend like you never see before. Taking that line with that speed, it makes me felt that the car is so stable and good in handling. Really very shocked and surprised seeing it. It never break, even I am used to the corner, I slow down as there is a Myvvi beside me, but that Mark-X just simply turn its wheel without braking. Scary!!! With that size, the weight, that Mark-X can make such a cornering, how I wish I have one.
When we came to the back of JJ, that Mark-X tackled the sharp bend like you never see before. Taking that line with that speed, it makes me felt that the car is so stable and good in handling. Really very shocked and surprised seeing it. It never break, even I am used to the corner, I slow down as there is a Myvvi beside me, but that Mark-X just simply turn its wheel without braking. Scary!!! With that size, the weight, that Mark-X can make such a cornering, how I wish I have one.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Second day of class
Class suppose to start at 2pm, I reached there at about 1.50pm. Then start listening to some songs in my hp, 2pm has reached, only a few were in the class. Then my friends came. At 2 something, the lecturer came and not just him, we were all surprised!! The whole class only have 18 students. The smallest even class I have been. Haha~~!!!
Then that lecturer start talking for more than 2 hours. God~~~!!! He can talk for more than 2 hours without stopping, my life will be miserable after this. :(
Then that lecturer start talking for more than 2 hours. God~~~!!! He can talk for more than 2 hours without stopping, my life will be miserable after this. :(
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Going back for class luu (what a short break)
Well, after only a short two weeks of holidays, its time for me to start a new sem now. Don't feel like going for class. Only two weeks break, first week work, then thought want to enjoy during the second week but since the malay worker was on leave so I need to work too. At least get paid for it, but felt like I didn't do anything special during holidays. Still haven't fully recharged yet and now need to prepare for class already.
Didn't do really really very well previous sem, should scored more but with the result, I am satisfied. So, this sem need to work harder as there will be a Mini Project. Mini Project is all about creating something from what we have learn. Previous batch did a modem. WoW!! A modem ok, I only know how to use it, now need to create it?? Siao liao luu~~~ Hope our batch won't ask us to build something too hard.
Awh~~!! This sem need to have saturday class, from 9am til 12pm summore. Really damn sien. Can't enjoy again. Everyday class start at 12pm, can't really go for a 'date' by that time. Aarrgghhh, how annoying. Owh, luckily friday morning no class, hopefully can make it.
Just after arranging all my notes for previous sem, there's a lot of them, heavy too.
Notes haven't uploaded yet, so, its time for bed...
~~~Nitez~~~
Didn't do really really very well previous sem, should scored more but with the result, I am satisfied. So, this sem need to work harder as there will be a Mini Project. Mini Project is all about creating something from what we have learn. Previous batch did a modem. WoW!! A modem ok, I only know how to use it, now need to create it?? Siao liao luu~~~ Hope our batch won't ask us to build something too hard.
Awh~~!! This sem need to have saturday class, from 9am til 12pm summore. Really damn sien. Can't enjoy again. Everyday class start at 12pm, can't really go for a 'date' by that time. Aarrgghhh, how annoying. Owh, luckily friday morning no class, hopefully can make it.
Just after arranging all my notes for previous sem, there's a lot of them, heavy too.
Notes haven't uploaded yet, so, its time for bed...
~~~Nitez~~~
Monday, June 1, 2009
What a Day
First day working, first thing in the morning, when I was driving, all of a sudden a stupid female driver drove out from a junction and hit my car. I was already in front of her car !!! Get some scratches at the side of my car and make my car's side-rubber came off. Shit that MBK 61 black Naza female dummy driver.
After that, the second time went to send goods, wehn I was on my way back to shop, I was going straight, all of a sudden, another stupid car came out from junction without looking whether got car or not. When I stop right in front of him, then he also break hard, no choice, but to let him go as his car is in front of mine. What is wrong with the drivers today huh??
The worst thing is yet to happen. The third time when I want to go Ayer Keroh to send goods, when I reach somewhere near MMU (the uni that I am studying currently!!), wanted to shift to fifth gear from forth, suddenly a very weird and scary sound came from my car, at that instant, the engine died out. I quickly stop my car by the road side, trying to start it again, only can hear the starter's sound, engine died. I called my dad, spending hours only get my car towed to work shop. Before that my dad told me, it might be your timing belt has broken. When got to the shop, the foreman say the timing belt has broken. When I heard it, the first thing came to my mine was "Gosh, to repair this, lots of money is needed, and lots of time is needed". This time my car really has been defeated (Sigh). They need to bring the engine out from the car, open up the whole engine to change all the broken parts, its a big big job that consume lots of time.
Luckily it didn't happen on my exam days. Thank God. Hopefully my car will be fine after one week. Luckily I am safe, as well as my Pak Cik (worker) is safe, thank God.
After that, the second time went to send goods, wehn I was on my way back to shop, I was going straight, all of a sudden, another stupid car came out from junction without looking whether got car or not. When I stop right in front of him, then he also break hard, no choice, but to let him go as his car is in front of mine. What is wrong with the drivers today huh??
The worst thing is yet to happen. The third time when I want to go Ayer Keroh to send goods, when I reach somewhere near MMU (the uni that I am studying currently!!), wanted to shift to fifth gear from forth, suddenly a very weird and scary sound came from my car, at that instant, the engine died out. I quickly stop my car by the road side, trying to start it again, only can hear the starter's sound, engine died. I called my dad, spending hours only get my car towed to work shop. Before that my dad told me, it might be your timing belt has broken. When got to the shop, the foreman say the timing belt has broken. When I heard it, the first thing came to my mine was "Gosh, to repair this, lots of money is needed, and lots of time is needed". This time my car really has been defeated (Sigh). They need to bring the engine out from the car, open up the whole engine to change all the broken parts, its a big big job that consume lots of time.
Luckily it didn't happen on my exam days. Thank God. Hopefully my car will be fine after one week. Luckily I am safe, as well as my Pak Cik (worker) is safe, thank God.
Monday, May 25, 2009
F1
Was watching F1 the other day, looking at those cars speeding suddenly make me felt that to be in that position to drive is really not easy.
First of all, to qualified for F1, you must have tremendous concentration. Being able to have 100% of concentration in driving which lasts for hours is totally not normal for people like us. Concentration is the most important things in driving cause that makes the difference in outcome.
Taking the line is important, driving in a car which has a limit in steering is really not easy. You need to know when to break before a corner, then, turn into the corner at the right angle so you will manage to tackle that corner with that limited turning angle.
Being able to take the right line is not enough, you need to know when is the latest time you can step on your break in order to be the fastest. Late breaking makes a little bit of difference sometimes. When you know when to break, and when to turn, then you must also know when to let go the break and accelerate. Early acceleration would make you start "running" away from your opponent. Late breaking and early acceleration make a difference in time. F1 cars are so fast that they have to time it in mili-second to be accurate.
Besides breaking and accelerating and taking the right line, F1 driver should also be alert knowing how the car is behaving. To be able to do so, the driver needs to "combine" his owh body as a part of the car.
All these need real good concentration, to be able to do so in hours is really amazing.
Accelerating so fast and always break at the right point is something too hard to do unless you know the track as well as your vehicle well. Being able to slow down, turn in and do early acceleration all before you reach a corner is not somthing every one can do. Imagination must be accurate so that you can be the fastest among all.
Aah, wonder, whether I posses this kind of skill or not. But I am too fat to sit in an F1 car laa, so, forget about it. :)
Hmm, maybe japan GT is suitable for me. But I still think that rally driver is better cs they really really must know the angle of the corner then tackle it at full speed. I wonder how those co-driver assit the driver. Wish I could at least hear it once.
Ok laa, tomorrow afternoon have exam oh, good luck and all the best... nitez... :)
First of all, to qualified for F1, you must have tremendous concentration. Being able to have 100% of concentration in driving which lasts for hours is totally not normal for people like us. Concentration is the most important things in driving cause that makes the difference in outcome.
Taking the line is important, driving in a car which has a limit in steering is really not easy. You need to know when to break before a corner, then, turn into the corner at the right angle so you will manage to tackle that corner with that limited turning angle.
Being able to take the right line is not enough, you need to know when is the latest time you can step on your break in order to be the fastest. Late breaking makes a little bit of difference sometimes. When you know when to break, and when to turn, then you must also know when to let go the break and accelerate. Early acceleration would make you start "running" away from your opponent. Late breaking and early acceleration make a difference in time. F1 cars are so fast that they have to time it in mili-second to be accurate.
Besides breaking and accelerating and taking the right line, F1 driver should also be alert knowing how the car is behaving. To be able to do so, the driver needs to "combine" his owh body as a part of the car.
All these need real good concentration, to be able to do so in hours is really amazing.
Accelerating so fast and always break at the right point is something too hard to do unless you know the track as well as your vehicle well. Being able to slow down, turn in and do early acceleration all before you reach a corner is not somthing every one can do. Imagination must be accurate so that you can be the fastest among all.
Aah, wonder, whether I posses this kind of skill or not. But I am too fat to sit in an F1 car laa, so, forget about it. :)
Hmm, maybe japan GT is suitable for me. But I still think that rally driver is better cs they really really must know the angle of the corner then tackle it at full speed. I wonder how those co-driver assit the driver. Wish I could at least hear it once.
Ok laa, tomorrow afternoon have exam oh, good luck and all the best... nitez... :)
Friday, May 22, 2009
Exam, first 3 papers
First paper was Control Theory, well, has spend quite much time on that subject, so when looking at the questions, at least I know what the question is asking. But Seriously, I don't know whether I answered them correctly or not, question sound simple, but the marks given is high, so I am not sure whether to do it the long way or the simplified way. But its ok I think, hope won't fail for that subject, at least give me a B or B+ I would be happy, but if can give a an A- then better as I really really know how to do.
The second paper (engineering maths 4), my disaster, the questions all are straight forward, unlike in midterm, the final paper is way too easy that I was over confident and never recheck after I finish answering. :(
Cause of my laziness and over confidence, I lost 30marks out of 100. How sad, that worst case is when I was down, wanted to find somebody to talk to, that person said I am childish and start scolding me. Loosing 30marks in a day as well as loosing a friend in the very same day. A 6 years friendship, just because of prejudice and hatress, everything ends!!
Third paper, information theory, compare to pass years' papers, damn, it was easy, but also due to my lack of study, I lost 10marks, just a simple and tiny part of it I missed out and caused me those marks. But luckily the rest of the parts was done almost correctly. Hope this sem can pull up a little of my CGPA.
Hope the coming 2 papers can do well too...
All the best to my friends as well as myself... good luck!!!
The second paper (engineering maths 4), my disaster, the questions all are straight forward, unlike in midterm, the final paper is way too easy that I was over confident and never recheck after I finish answering. :(
Cause of my laziness and over confidence, I lost 30marks out of 100. How sad, that worst case is when I was down, wanted to find somebody to talk to, that person said I am childish and start scolding me. Loosing 30marks in a day as well as loosing a friend in the very same day. A 6 years friendship, just because of prejudice and hatress, everything ends!!
Third paper, information theory, compare to pass years' papers, damn, it was easy, but also due to my lack of study, I lost 10marks, just a simple and tiny part of it I missed out and caused me those marks. But luckily the rest of the parts was done almost correctly. Hope this sem can pull up a little of my CGPA.
Hope the coming 2 papers can do well too...
All the best to my friends as well as myself... good luck!!!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Maybe I Should Have........
Maybe when sombody has given you a chance for the second, no, third time already, you should appreciate it without bringing all the complex "equations" in. Just accept and do whatever you think its right to do.
When you were told that there will never, never, and never be a third chance in your life time, but after a while, a third chance is given to you, you should appreciate it. Can have a person giving you so much chances and not giving up hating you, I guess this would be the best person that I should appreciate ba.
What should I do?? Third chance has gone, if I really want it, can I get a forth chance??
Maybe I should not think about forth chance as it too far for me to reach, way too far. :( Unreachable.
Well, final exam coming loo, leave this problem to be solve after final baa Yuen Hong ooi. :)
Wish myself lucksssssssss....
When you were told that there will never, never, and never be a third chance in your life time, but after a while, a third chance is given to you, you should appreciate it. Can have a person giving you so much chances and not giving up hating you, I guess this would be the best person that I should appreciate ba.
What should I do?? Third chance has gone, if I really want it, can I get a forth chance??
Maybe I should not think about forth chance as it too far for me to reach, way too far. :( Unreachable.
Well, final exam coming loo, leave this problem to be solve after final baa Yuen Hong ooi. :)
Wish myself lucksssssssss....
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Final Exam...
Final exam starting on 18th May.
First paper 19th May: EPM2036 Control theory, 6 chapters, study chapter1, 2, 3, 4 & 6 (answer 4 questions)
Second Paper 20th May: EEM2046 Engineering Maths 4, 3 chapters, Have two sections, section A 3 questions, compulsory to answer all the question, each chapter a question, section B choose one question out of 3
Third Paper 22nd May: ETM2126 Information Theory & Error Coding, 5 chapters but the last two chapters combined and become one so there will be one and a half question each.
Forth Paper 26th May: LES1010 Technical Communication, not much to study, but need to know how to write technical report, press release, resume, cover letter and also XXX, I forgot what is the last one already Will spend as little time as possible to study it.
Firth, the last paper 30th May: ECP2056 Data Communication & Networking, 6 chapters, each chapter a question, planned not to study chapter 6 as it is really a lot, only will think about it after my third paper ba.
Five subjects to study, and I have not done any yet. So much to study and so little time to prepare. Although midterm studied but already forgot. Sometimes I wonder if I really am up to all these study thingy or not. Maybe I am not meant for it cause I really have a bad memory. I should be better in remembering everything I studied, but I can't, what a sad case. :(
Anyway, I hope can study really hard and pass all my papers with at least a B or B+, but if can go to A- or A then I would be happy. Just try your best and never regret, that's what I think. But sometimes, depending on your own ability, don't force yourself too much to remember more stuff where you will end up forgetting all others.
Do not give up a jungle because of a tree. All the best and good luck to myself!!!
I have never felt so down facing an exam before. Hope I can really study hard.
Yosh~~!!! I love you guys out there!!!
First paper 19th May: EPM2036 Control theory, 6 chapters, study chapter1, 2, 3, 4 & 6 (answer 4 questions)
Second Paper 20th May: EEM2046 Engineering Maths 4, 3 chapters, Have two sections, section A 3 questions, compulsory to answer all the question, each chapter a question, section B choose one question out of 3
Third Paper 22nd May: ETM2126 Information Theory & Error Coding, 5 chapters but the last two chapters combined and become one so there will be one and a half question each.
Forth Paper 26th May: LES1010 Technical Communication, not much to study, but need to know how to write technical report, press release, resume, cover letter and also XXX, I forgot what is the last one already Will spend as little time as possible to study it.
Firth, the last paper 30th May: ECP2056 Data Communication & Networking, 6 chapters, each chapter a question, planned not to study chapter 6 as it is really a lot, only will think about it after my third paper ba.
Five subjects to study, and I have not done any yet. So much to study and so little time to prepare. Although midterm studied but already forgot. Sometimes I wonder if I really am up to all these study thingy or not. Maybe I am not meant for it cause I really have a bad memory. I should be better in remembering everything I studied, but I can't, what a sad case. :(
Anyway, I hope can study really hard and pass all my papers with at least a B or B+, but if can go to A- or A then I would be happy. Just try your best and never regret, that's what I think. But sometimes, depending on your own ability, don't force yourself too much to remember more stuff where you will end up forgetting all others.
Do not give up a jungle because of a tree. All the best and good luck to myself!!!
I have never felt so down facing an exam before. Hope I can really study hard.
Yosh~~!!! I love you guys out there!!!
Thursday, April 23, 2009
23rd April 2009
This afternoon when I was doing assignment at my friend's house, I got a call from my dad saying that my mom has been kidnapped. I was really shocked! Then I called my mom's handphone and found out that it was about my sis.
Damn, giving wrong information on this kind of situation really stupid!!
Then, I called my sis, she was at Ixora. I guess it was a prank or just some ways for those stupid people to get money ba~~
Its not that I am bad or what, but I really want to curse the person who did that. Hope he will die in a miserable death, not just die, suffer long time only die~~!!!
Luckily it was just a fake call. Hope the real thing wont happen to people around me and friends away from me.
My dearly God, protect us ya!! Thanx ya... :*
Damn, giving wrong information on this kind of situation really stupid!!
Then, I called my sis, she was at Ixora. I guess it was a prank or just some ways for those stupid people to get money ba~~
Its not that I am bad or what, but I really want to curse the person who did that. Hope he will die in a miserable death, not just die, suffer long time only die~~!!!
Luckily it was just a fake call. Hope the real thing wont happen to people around me and friends away from me.
My dearly God, protect us ya!! Thanx ya... :*
Sunday, April 5, 2009
I have got over it...
Well, after one night and the whole day, I have finally manage to get over my sadness. I shouldn't have felt too sad about it. I am fine now. And I realize that I am free!!
Yosh~~ I am happy now. At the same time I manage to get myself over two problems.
Never felt so happy and free. I am good!!
Its time for me to star study at least for my midterm. All the best to me and good luck...
:)
Yosh~~ I am happy now. At the same time I manage to get myself over two problems.
Never felt so happy and free. I am good!!
Its time for me to star study at least for my midterm. All the best to me and good luck...
:)
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Sadness and Disappointment
4th April 2009, night.
I was chating with somebody and that somebody told me something which is really shocking to me. And that shocking story really really really make me sad and down. I was very disappointed too. Suddenly felt like this world is meaningless.
Even breaking up with my ex-gf and having my ex-gf telling me that the first love I thought it would be meant nothing to her is never this sad. The story really make me sad and disappointed. When I heard it I really felt like I want to cry!! Not because somebody pass away or something but........no matter what, I was really sad and down accompanied with huge huge disappointment.
I hate myself so much right now~~!!!!!!!!
I really felt like crying. Don't know when only I can get over this.
GOD!!! Help me!!! I want to cry!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate this!!! I hate everything that I care so much!!!
I am such a useless and stupid guy!!!
Shit!!! SHIT!!!
Hey, if you are reading this, then I really wish to let you know that you really have disappointed me. No matter who you are, where you are or whether you read this or not, you really really hace disappointed me.
I have never felt this sad and down before........
And I have never have a bad day like this.
Already have problems with my friend then now hearing this news some more, I would declare that 4th April 2009 is my worse day ever.
And lastly, with my tears almost coming out, I really hope I can forget what I heard and carry on with my life as if I never know this story exist.
I hope I wont suicide because of this.
I always thought that I am a happy person no matter what, but this time, I am really proved wrong!!!
Good night...Angels...I need you...I am really sad... :'( :'( :'(
I was chating with somebody and that somebody told me something which is really shocking to me. And that shocking story really really really make me sad and down. I was very disappointed too. Suddenly felt like this world is meaningless.
Even breaking up with my ex-gf and having my ex-gf telling me that the first love I thought it would be meant nothing to her is never this sad. The story really make me sad and disappointed. When I heard it I really felt like I want to cry!! Not because somebody pass away or something but........no matter what, I was really sad and down accompanied with huge huge disappointment.
I hate myself so much right now~~!!!!!!!!
I really felt like crying. Don't know when only I can get over this.
GOD!!! Help me!!! I want to cry!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate this!!! I hate everything that I care so much!!!
I am such a useless and stupid guy!!!
Shit!!! SHIT!!!
Hey, if you are reading this, then I really wish to let you know that you really have disappointed me. No matter who you are, where you are or whether you read this or not, you really really hace disappointed me.
I have never felt this sad and down before........
And I have never have a bad day like this.
Already have problems with my friend then now hearing this news some more, I would declare that 4th April 2009 is my worse day ever.
And lastly, with my tears almost coming out, I really hope I can forget what I heard and carry on with my life as if I never know this story exist.
I hope I wont suicide because of this.
I always thought that I am a happy person no matter what, but this time, I am really proved wrong!!!
Good night...Angels...I need you...I am really sad... :'( :'( :'(
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Monday, 16tth March 2009
Monday, 8pm night have test. Class starts at 10am. The very first time I walk away from a class. At 11++am lecturer gave us a 10minutes break, because at night we have a test so I asked my friend whether they want to walk off from the class or not, everybody agreed, I was surprised though.
After that we went for brunch, I planned this cause we have another class till 2pm, then 5pm-7pm have two classes, I am afraid that we dont have enough time to study as the note has 200++ slides.
After brunch, while waiting for 12pm class, we went to a computer shop in campus for a look.
The slimmest laptop I ever seen:
It is an Apple product, I was so surprised that I for got to look at the price. So slim!! Cool!! And at the top cover (behind the screen) has a while Apple logo with light. Damn cool!!
After that, we went to another side of the shop and saw a LCD, or can call it a computer cause it has a screen, a keyboard and a mouse, without a CPU. Everything is integrated in the casing of that so-called LCD thingy:
Its really cool!!! A computer without a CPU that we usually see?? It is just too attractive.
Before we left that shop to go for class, we came to a very big and wide monitor, I guess that's the name for it, I really dont know what to call it. Its big and wide, acceptable as it has good integrated speakers, although not as good as my speakers at home but integrated speaker with that performance can consider good.
Thought it was cheap, it cost RM5700. It is actually a touch-screen monitor. Run the window media player (without using mouse) then just point on top of the screen on whatever you want to do. It is really damn cool!!!
Owh, talking about those technology stuff, I almost forgot my main purpose writing this blog. While palying around in that shop, then its time for class. The morning class already lost our mood in listening to lecturer so when we reached the 12pm class we straight sit at the last row in the class. Not much people went for that class. We talk all the way till that class ends. At first thought want to start study at 2pm that's why we ran away from class in the morning, but end up the 12pm class ended on 1++pm. So that means we have more time to study. Went to library and study till 5pm, went for a class till as 6pm class canceled due to our mock meeting. Study till about 7.30pm then go to the test's venue.
In the library when I wanted to start study then I found out that my personal note that I spent 2nights doing it was left at home, so pek chek oh!! Have to study online notes. Walao, 2nights job leh!! How can I forget to bring it!!??
At about 7.50pm we are allowed to go into that room. The first thing we get our seat, we start reading the question paper (we are not allow to do so during test/exam unless we are told). The first question "list the 3 modes of communication channels". Once read the question, my mind was blank, then start to "browse" all the pages in notes that I remember to find is there anything like called communication channel, I cant find it, I thought I missed it while study. I have prepared for this paper since friday, already 4 days of my hardwork and I don't know what is communication channel?? 9 marks leh!! I asked my friend behind me, he don't know too. Then our lecturer came and announce to class that the communication channel is actually known as "data flow" in our note. I was relieved when I heard that.
When I get the answer in my mind, my friend from the back asked me, what is it?? I said "simplex" then he said "oohhh ok ok". When it comes to the last question, I wasn't sure so I asked my friend how to do, while he was explaining to me, his voice suddenly sounded too loud so I move my body towards cause scared the lecturer will catch us. But after that we still have a little bit of discussion. Hehe...
When my friends and I are done, the time when we are about to leave (students can leave earlier as long as that student thinks he/she wants to), all of a sudden, that room became like pasar malam, so noisy, everybody was discussing. My friend even showed the friend behind him how to answer the questions. Haha...
The is the first time I ever walk away from a class and this is the first time a test room can be so noisy during the test. Hwah!!! Haha... :)
What a day!!!
After that we went for brunch, I planned this cause we have another class till 2pm, then 5pm-7pm have two classes, I am afraid that we dont have enough time to study as the note has 200++ slides.
After brunch, while waiting for 12pm class, we went to a computer shop in campus for a look.
The slimmest laptop I ever seen:
It is an Apple product, I was so surprised that I for got to look at the price. So slim!! Cool!! And at the top cover (behind the screen) has a while Apple logo with light. Damn cool!!
After that, we went to another side of the shop and saw a LCD, or can call it a computer cause it has a screen, a keyboard and a mouse, without a CPU. Everything is integrated in the casing of that so-called LCD thingy:
Its really cool!!! A computer without a CPU that we usually see?? It is just too attractive.
Before we left that shop to go for class, we came to a very big and wide monitor, I guess that's the name for it, I really dont know what to call it. Its big and wide, acceptable as it has good integrated speakers, although not as good as my speakers at home but integrated speaker with that performance can consider good.
Thought it was cheap, it cost RM5700. It is actually a touch-screen monitor. Run the window media player (without using mouse) then just point on top of the screen on whatever you want to do. It is really damn cool!!!
Owh, talking about those technology stuff, I almost forgot my main purpose writing this blog. While palying around in that shop, then its time for class. The morning class already lost our mood in listening to lecturer so when we reached the 12pm class we straight sit at the last row in the class. Not much people went for that class. We talk all the way till that class ends. At first thought want to start study at 2pm that's why we ran away from class in the morning, but end up the 12pm class ended on 1++pm. So that means we have more time to study. Went to library and study till 5pm, went for a class till as 6pm class canceled due to our mock meeting. Study till about 7.30pm then go to the test's venue.
In the library when I wanted to start study then I found out that my personal note that I spent 2nights doing it was left at home, so pek chek oh!! Have to study online notes. Walao, 2nights job leh!! How can I forget to bring it!!??
At about 7.50pm we are allowed to go into that room. The first thing we get our seat, we start reading the question paper (we are not allow to do so during test/exam unless we are told). The first question "list the 3 modes of communication channels". Once read the question, my mind was blank, then start to "browse" all the pages in notes that I remember to find is there anything like called communication channel, I cant find it, I thought I missed it while study. I have prepared for this paper since friday, already 4 days of my hardwork and I don't know what is communication channel?? 9 marks leh!! I asked my friend behind me, he don't know too. Then our lecturer came and announce to class that the communication channel is actually known as "data flow" in our note. I was relieved when I heard that.
When I get the answer in my mind, my friend from the back asked me, what is it?? I said "simplex" then he said "oohhh ok ok". When it comes to the last question, I wasn't sure so I asked my friend how to do, while he was explaining to me, his voice suddenly sounded too loud so I move my body towards cause scared the lecturer will catch us. But after that we still have a little bit of discussion. Hehe...
When my friends and I are done, the time when we are about to leave (students can leave earlier as long as that student thinks he/she wants to), all of a sudden, that room became like pasar malam, so noisy, everybody was discussing. My friend even showed the friend behind him how to answer the questions. Haha...
The is the first time I ever walk away from a class and this is the first time a test room can be so noisy during the test. Hwah!!! Haha... :)
What a day!!!
Monday, March 9, 2009
So many things to do!!
Week 6 is coming, test on 12th, 16th, and 18th March. 12th is maths 4, one chapter only, and that one chapter really making me headache. Look at the pass year paper, can do most of the question, but when solving the tutorial questions, stuck here stuck there. Why is tutorial questions so hard?? And why does the pass year questions given by lecturer seem so easy?
1st chapter, Random Variables, still its not too hard, looking for "Discrete and continuous rvs, Pdfs and cdfs, Joint pdfs and joint cdfs, Marginal pdfs and conditional pdfs, Statistical independence, Transformations of rvs" (copied from notes), so many things. Then have to look for expectation which is the mean and so many more. Lastly, Markov Chain, should I say its consider easier among the other two.
They dont sound too much to study, but why am I worrying and feel stress about it??
Owh ya, still need to do lab report. Damn, totally forgot about it!!!
The worst is to come, next week, week 7, mock meeting, technical report not started yet, questionnaire not started either. Dont know how to die. Why is all the member in my group do not care about it? If they dont, why should I? But I dont want to get low marks in this subject as it will affect my CGPA. SOB...SOB...
After so many headachessss, then all of a sudden, a friend come and let me know she is not suitable to be my friend. We have been friends for at least 5 years, then now, this is happening. What is the problem!!???
GOD!!!
1st chapter, Random Variables, still its not too hard, looking for "Discrete and continuous rvs, Pdfs and cdfs, Joint pdfs and joint cdfs, Marginal pdfs and conditional pdfs, Statistical independence, Transformations of rvs" (copied from notes), so many things. Then have to look for expectation which is the mean and so many more. Lastly, Markov Chain, should I say its consider easier among the other two.
They dont sound too much to study, but why am I worrying and feel stress about it??
Owh ya, still need to do lab report. Damn, totally forgot about it!!!
The worst is to come, next week, week 7, mock meeting, technical report not started yet, questionnaire not started either. Dont know how to die. Why is all the member in my group do not care about it? If they dont, why should I? But I dont want to get low marks in this subject as it will affect my CGPA. SOB...SOB...
After so many headachessss, then all of a sudden, a friend come and let me know she is not suitable to be my friend. We have been friends for at least 5 years, then now, this is happening. What is the problem!!???
GOD!!!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Welcome Back!!!
WoW, I haven't been writing blog for quite some time. This blog would be talking about my new mobile phone as well as my opinion on Honda Civic, old one, not the new one.
First of all, my new mobile phone, Nokia 6600 Slide:
First impression, SUCKS!!! Lousy speaker, the sound is not loud enough, but when I adjust the volume to the highest, the speaker felt like gona break. So scary. But if the right tone is used then it would be fine, the range for right tone is very narrow. Then the camera, its said that the phone has got dual-LED flash but when I compare with N95 8Gb, a lot difference were seen. Dual-LED flash is not as bright as a single LED flash?? Then why did Nokia create such flash?? Wierdosss!!! BUT, one thing I like about it is that its design is great, small enough, sexy, after you hold N95 8Gb then you will feel so comfortable holding the 6600 slide. The surface of this phone is shiny, easy to get fingerprints on it, and its very easy to know who had touch it. Haha... :)
Ok, mobile phone is done. Now, lets talk about car. 27th Feb 2009, 12am, from Kampung Lapan driving towards Semabok. My friend was driving, we went yam cha with another friend who stay at Kampung Lapan, the Roti John wasn't bad. Aah, forgot to take a picture of it. Never mind, its not important!!
What is important is that my friend is driving a Honda Civic 2.0cc. Its twice larger than my car, longer, twice spacious, the air-cond is twice colder too, tyres wider and more expensive, but the most important thing is the engine is twice of mine and I am sure it has more than twice the horse power I am having.
Usually in my car, 1st gear <40km/h, 2nd hear at about 60km/h which make the engine sound like want to blow up, 3rd gear can, sometimes, reach 90km/h depending on the weather and the style I am driving, after 3rd gear, hrrmm, lets not talk about it!!
After we send that friend home, my friend asked me, want to feel how fast my car can go?? Damn, of course yes laa, its not all the time that I can sit in a 2.0 car leh!! So, after the traffic light in front Tesco, he starts, 2nd gear, amazingly, 90km/h!!!! 3rd gear, DAMN, 120km/h to 130km/h, that's incredible. 2nd gear at 90km/h make the rpm rev up to 6000 nearly 7000 (the red zone). Scary balls!!! And that car is momentarily stable, its heavy, I think. I just get to drive for a short distance, so I am not sure but sitting at the driver seat, you will never felt "under-power".
Its really cool, but that car consume petrol like how I drink water, fast. Hehe... :)
I have never felt nervous with speed so far, but that 2.0 really shocked me with its power. Maybe I don't trust his skill much, that's why I was shocked.
Hehe....
First of all, my new mobile phone, Nokia 6600 Slide:
First impression, SUCKS!!! Lousy speaker, the sound is not loud enough, but when I adjust the volume to the highest, the speaker felt like gona break. So scary. But if the right tone is used then it would be fine, the range for right tone is very narrow. Then the camera, its said that the phone has got dual-LED flash but when I compare with N95 8Gb, a lot difference were seen. Dual-LED flash is not as bright as a single LED flash?? Then why did Nokia create such flash?? Wierdosss!!! BUT, one thing I like about it is that its design is great, small enough, sexy, after you hold N95 8Gb then you will feel so comfortable holding the 6600 slide. The surface of this phone is shiny, easy to get fingerprints on it, and its very easy to know who had touch it. Haha... :)
Ok, mobile phone is done. Now, lets talk about car. 27th Feb 2009, 12am, from Kampung Lapan driving towards Semabok. My friend was driving, we went yam cha with another friend who stay at Kampung Lapan, the Roti John wasn't bad. Aah, forgot to take a picture of it. Never mind, its not important!!
What is important is that my friend is driving a Honda Civic 2.0cc. Its twice larger than my car, longer, twice spacious, the air-cond is twice colder too, tyres wider and more expensive, but the most important thing is the engine is twice of mine and I am sure it has more than twice the horse power I am having.
Usually in my car, 1st gear <40km/h, 2nd hear at about 60km/h which make the engine sound like want to blow up, 3rd gear can, sometimes, reach 90km/h depending on the weather and the style I am driving, after 3rd gear, hrrmm, lets not talk about it!!
After we send that friend home, my friend asked me, want to feel how fast my car can go?? Damn, of course yes laa, its not all the time that I can sit in a 2.0 car leh!! So, after the traffic light in front Tesco, he starts, 2nd gear, amazingly, 90km/h!!!! 3rd gear, DAMN, 120km/h to 130km/h, that's incredible. 2nd gear at 90km/h make the rpm rev up to 6000 nearly 7000 (the red zone). Scary balls!!! And that car is momentarily stable, its heavy, I think. I just get to drive for a short distance, so I am not sure but sitting at the driver seat, you will never felt "under-power".
Its really cool, but that car consume petrol like how I drink water, fast. Hehe... :)
I have never felt nervous with speed so far, but that 2.0 really shocked me with its power. Maybe I don't trust his skill much, that's why I was shocked.
Hehe....
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Smallville S8E14
Lana is back and she finally get herself superpower like Clark and thought can be with Clark, in previous episode.
But now, she has got this Krypton thingy in her body which will make Clark weak when get near to her. (Clark is sort of allergy to Kryptonite!!)
Towards the end of this episode, Clark risks himself and get near to Lana just to kiss her. Argghhh... This couple never end up well.
They love each other so much but faith is just not on their side. How sad!! :(
Since they were in their high school they already love fell for each other, but Clark refuse to have a relationship with her because he has superpower. Later on, Clark shared his secret with Lana and got her killed. In order to revive Lana, Clark promised his biological father that he wont share his secret with Lana.
So, Lana end up don't know about Clark's secret. But after she married to Lex Luthor, she eventually found out about Clark and got to know that Clark is always the on to protect her.
She was gone for a moment, but she is back now and still, they can't be together.
HOW PATHETIC!!!
Guess Clark Kent should always end up with Louis Lane.
Haha.......
But now, she has got this Krypton thingy in her body which will make Clark weak when get near to her. (Clark is sort of allergy to Kryptonite!!)
Towards the end of this episode, Clark risks himself and get near to Lana just to kiss her. Argghhh... This couple never end up well.
They love each other so much but faith is just not on their side. How sad!! :(
Since they were in their high school they already love fell for each other, but Clark refuse to have a relationship with her because he has superpower. Later on, Clark shared his secret with Lana and got her killed. In order to revive Lana, Clark promised his biological father that he wont share his secret with Lana.
So, Lana end up don't know about Clark's secret. But after she married to Lex Luthor, she eventually found out about Clark and got to know that Clark is always the on to protect her.
She was gone for a moment, but she is back now and still, they can't be together.
HOW PATHETIC!!!
Guess Clark Kent should always end up with Louis Lane.
Haha.......
Saturday, January 24, 2009
24th January 2009
24th Jan 09 is the day before CNY eve, on Saturday. Today, lots of things happened to me which is sort of lucky, I would say.
As I have mentioned, I cant get my shoes at Mdm King, either there is no my size or its still no my size.
I slept late on friday night and woke up automatically on saturday morning, maybe I am get used to it. Woke up at 10min to 8am and lie on bed till 9am. Took my shower and go for my air-cond service. When I got there, so lucky, I am the first customer I think. I asked the person to check my air-cond for me cause it is not cold especially during hot afternoon. He checked, it was at about 13 Celsius, I thought it was ok cause 13 Celsius is consider cold during the hot day.
After checking for a while, he said my air-cond gas has reduced and need to refill it. It will cost Rm30, its not too expensive so I argreed. After some time, he make that 13 Celsius down to 8 Celsius!! I was shocked, then I remember my dad told me, those people service your air-cond, they will make it the range of 7, 8 and 9. At first I dont know what is that mean but this morning, I learned (he meant the temperature). :)
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It was only about 9.30am and I went to Parkson Grand (located right beside Mahkota Parade or known as MP), after thinking for a night, I decided to buy that Rm300 shoes as if I dont buy, I will never get a pair of shoe. So, I went to buy it.
I didnt know it has discount at first, when I asked that girl then she told me we have 30% discount for that shoe, I was relief at the instant cause it only cost me Rm210. :) Another lucky day, have my size, price within the range and the type that I think I like.
I also bought a wallet as I wanted to make the receipt enough for me to get Rm20 voucher. I went looking around for wallet, the wallet that I like cost at least Rm100++ and only have 20% discount. Those cheap wallet dont have the type that I like. So hard to find!! Then when I was walking around, suddenly my eyes turned to a rack written 50% (although I have passed there more then 10 times but I never notice the 50%), I quickly went and have a look cause the colors catches me. I wanted to get a wallet with zip so that I can have my emergency money kept properly without using it, but too bad, they dont have that kind. But they do have another type without zip and stil, you manage to keep it with more secrecy than the one with zip. It was not expensive, only Rm50. WoW!! Another lucky one. :)
I went to counter and got Rm20 voucher and gave to my sister when I got home.
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When I was queuing up to pay the parking ticket, ALL OF A SUDDEN, I turned my visual to a bunch of people and I saw the girl I admire was walking into Parkson. WoW!! I havent met her for so long (for about a sem leh!!!), although she is my classmate in certain subjects and we always smile and say HI to each other, but I never know her name. She is too friendly to smile to me back. :)
Always, when I wanted to see her, she wont appear, then when I have not prepared, I will get to see her, she always will pop out from no where. :) So lucky!!!
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There goes my happy morning. With my new shoes and wallet that I wanted for so long and the girl I admire early in the morning, hah, what else can be better than that in morning??
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After watching varity shows till about 2.30pm, I was too tired cause havent had enough sleep so I planned to take a nap. (My hp rang, I got an SMS) I opened it, it was from my ex, asking me out to have a cup of drink (I have been waiting for her to contact me since friday). Then she and I going out at 7pm. I helped my mom to carry some stuff to other place then went home to take a nap while SMS-ing with my friend.
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Took a shower and went to buy "Bak Kua" (肉干) for my ex's mom. Reach her house sharp at 7pm. I thought I am going to drive but end up, she fetch me with her new car. :)
So lucky, got a driver some more. Haha...
Actually I have planned to drive her around smoothly cause the last time she and I went out I drive like I wanted to commit suicide. I wana apologize for scaring her the other day. :)
We then went to Carrefour for japanese food which taste and look really really like chinese food. I couldnt finish the rice after she gave me some of hers. It was cheap, only Rm57++ whereby if we went to Sushi King, it would at least cost Rm70 or more. The price was cheap but not nice, I prefer to spend more on something nice. If I have a chance, I wont go to that shop again. :)
We went round the whole shopping complex and went to Jonker. So crowded and I was sweating like hell, but the weird thing is that usually I would have got angry as I dont like to sweat too much, but tonight, I didnt get annoyed with my sweat, in fact, I like it. :)
Spending so much time with her making me wana couple with her back. :)
I was just thinking too much!! Haha..
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One last thing, I have got my little Daihatsu painted. The body as well as the rims. It might not be too good but at least it is not as bad looking as before. :)
OWH MY!! My car looks sooooooooooooooooo small!!!
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What a happy start for year 2009!! Hope more happier and better stuff will be coming right away, to me and to everybody around me that I care about!!
As I have mentioned, I cant get my shoes at Mdm King, either there is no my size or its still no my size.
I slept late on friday night and woke up automatically on saturday morning, maybe I am get used to it. Woke up at 10min to 8am and lie on bed till 9am. Took my shower and go for my air-cond service. When I got there, so lucky, I am the first customer I think. I asked the person to check my air-cond for me cause it is not cold especially during hot afternoon. He checked, it was at about 13 Celsius, I thought it was ok cause 13 Celsius is consider cold during the hot day.
After checking for a while, he said my air-cond gas has reduced and need to refill it. It will cost Rm30, its not too expensive so I argreed. After some time, he make that 13 Celsius down to 8 Celsius!! I was shocked, then I remember my dad told me, those people service your air-cond, they will make it the range of 7, 8 and 9. At first I dont know what is that mean but this morning, I learned (he meant the temperature). :)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
It was only about 9.30am and I went to Parkson Grand (located right beside Mahkota Parade or known as MP), after thinking for a night, I decided to buy that Rm300 shoes as if I dont buy, I will never get a pair of shoe. So, I went to buy it.
I didnt know it has discount at first, when I asked that girl then she told me we have 30% discount for that shoe, I was relief at the instant cause it only cost me Rm210. :) Another lucky day, have my size, price within the range and the type that I think I like.
I also bought a wallet as I wanted to make the receipt enough for me to get Rm20 voucher. I went looking around for wallet, the wallet that I like cost at least Rm100++ and only have 20% discount. Those cheap wallet dont have the type that I like. So hard to find!! Then when I was walking around, suddenly my eyes turned to a rack written 50% (although I have passed there more then 10 times but I never notice the 50%), I quickly went and have a look cause the colors catches me. I wanted to get a wallet with zip so that I can have my emergency money kept properly without using it, but too bad, they dont have that kind. But they do have another type without zip and stil, you manage to keep it with more secrecy than the one with zip. It was not expensive, only Rm50. WoW!! Another lucky one. :)
I went to counter and got Rm20 voucher and gave to my sister when I got home.
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When I was queuing up to pay the parking ticket, ALL OF A SUDDEN, I turned my visual to a bunch of people and I saw the girl I admire was walking into Parkson. WoW!! I havent met her for so long (for about a sem leh!!!), although she is my classmate in certain subjects and we always smile and say HI to each other, but I never know her name. She is too friendly to smile to me back. :)
Always, when I wanted to see her, she wont appear, then when I have not prepared, I will get to see her, she always will pop out from no where. :) So lucky!!!
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There goes my happy morning. With my new shoes and wallet that I wanted for so long and the girl I admire early in the morning, hah, what else can be better than that in morning??
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After watching varity shows till about 2.30pm, I was too tired cause havent had enough sleep so I planned to take a nap. (My hp rang, I got an SMS) I opened it, it was from my ex, asking me out to have a cup of drink (I have been waiting for her to contact me since friday). Then she and I going out at 7pm. I helped my mom to carry some stuff to other place then went home to take a nap while SMS-ing with my friend.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Took a shower and went to buy "Bak Kua" (肉干) for my ex's mom. Reach her house sharp at 7pm. I thought I am going to drive but end up, she fetch me with her new car. :)
So lucky, got a driver some more. Haha...
Actually I have planned to drive her around smoothly cause the last time she and I went out I drive like I wanted to commit suicide. I wana apologize for scaring her the other day. :)
We then went to Carrefour for japanese food which taste and look really really like chinese food. I couldnt finish the rice after she gave me some of hers. It was cheap, only Rm57++ whereby if we went to Sushi King, it would at least cost Rm70 or more. The price was cheap but not nice, I prefer to spend more on something nice. If I have a chance, I wont go to that shop again. :)
We went round the whole shopping complex and went to Jonker. So crowded and I was sweating like hell, but the weird thing is that usually I would have got angry as I dont like to sweat too much, but tonight, I didnt get annoyed with my sweat, in fact, I like it. :)
Spending so much time with her making me wana couple with her back. :)
I was just thinking too much!! Haha..
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One last thing, I have got my little Daihatsu painted. The body as well as the rims. It might not be too good but at least it is not as bad looking as before. :)
OWH MY!! My car looks sooooooooooooooooo small!!!---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
What a happy start for year 2009!! Hope more happier and better stuff will be coming right away, to me and to everybody around me that I care about!!
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