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Thursday, December 25, 2008

My Last Blog

Hmm, guess this would be my last blog for the time being. I won't write any more blog for now. The reason is I have no idea what I am doing here, I found that I have nothing to do here so I am not writing it for a moment. (maybe I am getting bored)

I am not gona shut this blog down as I might need it in the future. So, when I start writing again, I think I will tell you guys. :D

Maybe I need some time to think things over and make something clear enough, then only I will have the extra space in my brain to think of what to write in my blog. (there is nothing to do with you ok, don't worry, hope you know I am talking about you)

And so, don't comment anything to my blog anymore, I won't be reading it. But if you and you and you want to do so, its up to you, but I wont read it ok.

Anyway, see ya guys soon. Tata... :(

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Assignment!!!

Damn!!! Assignment deadline is on 26th Dec and I haven't get a partner yet!!! I am doomed!!! I haven't start revising yet and how the hell am I going to answer the assignment?? I think I enjoyed too much on weekends and forgot that I am still a student and have assignment to do...

Die laa... :'(

Maybe I was worrying about this and making me feel down after last weekends.

Sad Sad...
SOB SOB...

:(

What a Wonderful Weekends

20th December, Saturday, it was a wonderful day for me. Breakfast, movie, and a little present as it might at least have hidden some surprise on the outside. :)

I did something that relieved me on Saturday night, and that thing would be confessing myself. To confess really need guts, not just guts, you need gutssssss!!

I never expect anything from the beginning, but I hope it wont end up in a bad situation that would affect our friendship, and I was so damn lucky it didn't end up badly, but it didn't end up with a "happily ever after" ending anyway. Hehe.

I have never been so happy and excited for so long that I almost forget that kind of feeling. I don't know since when I start to lose the feeling of getting excited, last time when I got my first hand phone, the excitement and the happiness are now lost and I can't find it anywhere in me. even when I get my N95 8GB, the excitement is not there. The feeling that when you first fall for a girl during primary school is gone too. I am not saying that I never fall for my ex-gf but seriously, I have never felt so exciting falling for someone. She really bring those senses back to me.

I used to fall for her when we were in primary school. And now, after so many years, I fell for her again?? How could that be possible?? I start to think that falling for her is like a memory kept in me and it can be switch on anytime when the timing is right. How could I ever fall for somebody twice?? God, you playing with me??

Although I fall for her and she never run away because of that but it doesn't mean I am in a relationship, I AM STILL SINGLE NOW!!! No matter what, I m glad that I confessed and she never hate me for that, I want to thank God for this too. She is such a wonderful and a great friend that I will never want to lose. I can lose everything I have but she is just one of the friends that I would never give up for!! [Its not like You will let me lose everything right, my dear GOD?? ;)]

At first I didn't want to confess as I am really afraid that my I might risking this friendship. but I don't know what makes me take the risk. I am glad that i took the risk but at the same time, I am sorry for taking the risk. After all, it isn't bad just being friends. And from the very first time, I never expect anything other than just friends, is that appropriate?? Hmm, I wonder. :)

I guess we are meant to be friends ba!! There goes my happy story and left those sad story to myself, since Christmas is coming, no sad story!! Behind a happy story, there usually exist a sad one. :)

What a wonderful memory. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

Wonder when will be the next time I can have such excitement.

Monday, December 1, 2008

What a Surprised!!!

ECP2046 Computer Organization and Architecture, there are 7chapters all together. We have to complete the syllabus in 8weeks.

Today, we reach chapter4. The coordinator of this particular subject taught us for chapter1 then an Indian Mr. Emerson taught us chapter2 and chapter3. Chapter2 is kind of confusing especially when calculating the mapping stuff.

In chapter4, a lecturer named Mr. Khair Razlan is teaching us. When he got into class, I heard a girl sitting behind me ask her friend, "why his size so small??", my friend and I were laughing when we heard what the girl said. She would say that most probably she never met this lecturer before, actually, my friends who came to degree with me from diploma would have already know this lecturer. He used to be our lecturer when we were in diploma, never thought that could meet him again in degree (after he become lecturer in degree).

This lecturer was also my adviser back in diploma time. After he left to becoming a degree lecturer, another guy took over his place, Mr. Rozmie, I even added Mr. Rozmie in my yahoo messenger list. He was my adviser after Mr Khair. I still remember that Mr. Rozmie did ask me about my condition when I had an accident during practical, I was admitted in hospital for a night.

NOW, what is surprised about this class is that Mr Khair, all of a sudden, called my friend's name and asked him whether he understand or not during the lecture. I was shocked, I never know that he can memorise people's name so well. Then I told my friend sitting beside me, "Hey, its incredible that he can remember his name hor, I am sure he doesn.t remember mine" (as I hardly have people remember my name, not even my friends, some of them pronounce my name wrongly, but recently, I found a good friend who remembers my name and pronounce it all correctly), my friend replied "I think he still remembers your name". We continue listening to his lecture then.

While the class was going on, towards the end of the class when I was reading my notes and trying to understand whatever is in the note, just after I understood it, "Chen Yuen Hong, can you understand???", I raise my head shockingly and Mr Khair was looking at me, then I replied "(I nod)". Then he asked some question and I answer whatever I understand showed on the screen. "Wah, he really remember my name leh" I told my friend, he said "of course laa, he was your adviser leh and with the result you get in doploma, for sure he remembers you, he even gave us a book remember??", I was thinking real hard and finally I remember but just can't remember what's the title of the book. :)

That is the most shocking things happened to me, I never expect that there is still someone who remember me.

SALUTE Sir!!! Thousands Respect for you!!! :)