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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

What is wrong??

What is wrong?? What is wrong with us?? What have I done that you are so not happy with me about?? I tried, I tried not to do things that you dislike but still it never makes you happy. What do you want from me actually?? I really really don't know!!!

I am kinda piss off now, not with you but with myself. Why can't I make you happy??

Yeah, maybe someone can comfort you better. Since I am not any better I think its best that I just leave. No point for me being here and argue about a problem which I had already forgot what it is about anymore. Its been drag too long now.

Tonight I think I have reach my own limit. We were just happy chatting just now and now suddenly it got so bad.

Am I really that bad in understanding people around me??

DEAR HELP!!! :'( :'( :'(

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Two Continuous Weeks of...

Long time didn't blog liao, wanted to blog many many times but always end up busy and no time. Finally have time now, not because I really do but just me being lazy to do what I have to do.

Well, let me tell you about my two special weeks. First week, a friend's girlfriend contacted me via Facebook, she wanted to have a surprise birthday party for my friend who told her that he never had a birthday celebration when he is in Melaka. Then she came up with this idea to surprise him. I asked and looked for few friends, classmates suit our relationship better, they all agreed while at the same time celebrating for another friend. That day, Saturday 18th Mac 2010, we had class at 8am till 12pm but that class ended at about 10am so we went to another class which started on 9am till 12pm. After that class three of us (including that guy who is going to have his surprise) went to TC Spring for lunch, after that we all went home and get a good sleep. She booked the place at 7pm but then some people was late so I went to delay till 730pm. Before that Boy came, most of us already reach, when he reached and he got surprised. Long story, no mood to continue anymore now, what I wanted to share here is the food at Wok and Pan. The first one is called Cordon Bleu which is chicken stuffed with ham and cheese. It tastes nice, not bad. Then the marvelous cake came, the cake has a lot of layers, cheese and strawberry, really really nice!!! But I forgot to take picture of the cake. :'(




After that dinner, some went Pur Bar, those who were not going went for pool. My oh my, my pool SUCKS!!! I want to improve it someday. :)

For second surprise party. We had a party on Saturday then on Monday, another friend's sister called me up to tell me about her plan. I tried to ask as many friends as possible but then end up only two person (including me) went. Her sister did call some more friends, even our lecturer (my friend's adviser) came. Around 12 of us including my friend and her boyfriend went to Windmill at Melaka Raya. I guess my friend really got surprised when she saw us. A lot of foods' picture were uploaded in Facebook but I only have one picture which is the food I ordered, Chicken and Fish on the same plate.


After that dinner I went for a friends open house. For both Saturday, I was busy, hardly get such busy weekends filled with friends around me.

Love it~!!! :)

Monday, March 22, 2010

Am I Alright??

These few days I have been feeling really really tired. During the day I am like a zombie who sleeps a lot, then at night I can fall asleep. Is this a symptom of insomnia? Man, I really don't wish there is any problem to my body then I just died in my sleep. I still have things that I want to try out and things I want to do before I die~~~

Gosh, maybe the weather is the cause or maybe its a sign from God that I should take better care of my own body. I used to be 108kg or 109kg, but just now it showed I was 102.5kg. But I still feel fat, my pants has not gotten bigger. Hmmm, maybe the muscles that I have been building so far has now becoming fats. Last time I would go to shop and help out, carry heavy stuffs, walk for a distance to deliver that heavy goods, its an exercise and at the same time can build muscles, but since I have not been to help out in shop for a very long time, I think my muscles are gone.

Sigh~~~ when I have time, I should work out more. Where got a girl prefer a fat guy right??

Sigh~~~

Sigh~~~

Sigh~~~

Monday, March 8, 2010

My Busy Week

Although I am having my one week midterm break but I am busy like HELL!!! :(

i) Communication Electronics Project, although my friends said they can do it but still I want to involve in doing all these

ii) Embedded System Design Project, we thought we have everything from pass year about this project but end up we got nothing. So we need to go and find something and do it as our project which is very very hard cause we know nothing about it

iii) Comm E lab report, I am stuck at step2 cause I think we didn't complete it while we were in the lab, and now we can do nothing about it

iv) Digital Signal Processing lab report, it is the hardest report I have done so far, need to know programming in MATLAB then need to see the waveform for each filter to compare which filter is the best, the problem is how???

v) Engineer & Society assignment, have not started doing it yet, we have not even plan what to do yet

vi) Digital Signal Processing assignment, have not even look at the question yet!! But I heard its a hard one

So many things that need to be done in one week?? After break we have midterm test coming on our way, and it covers a lot stuff that is tough and complicated especially when it involves circuitry calculation and derivations.

Man!!! I am doomed~~~ 24hours a day?? Not enough, seriously not enough!!! :'(

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Edward Scissorhands

Edward Scissorhands is a movie made in 1990. The main actor is acted by Johnny Depp, I found out that he always bring life to the character he acts. I like the action in Pirates of Caribbean 1 cause I love the way he made the character has its own style. He made well for Edward as well.






After watching the movie only I found out that it about the love story of Edward and Kim. I watched it once when I was young and finally I get to own the DVD and watch it as many times as I want to. Its a nice movie. :)