Finally, I have made the hardest decision. The most cruel and mean decision. I've just told C that I would prefer if she can get a new bf. Well, this might make her hate me from the bottom of her heart. But I really hope it wont. There goes one of my problems, my conclusion is that she really cares cause I always have this idea "when someone cares then he/she will always be there to argue or quarrel with you, someone who don't give a damn doing so is that someone who do not care about you". I am not sure how far this is true but I hope I am not making an enemy.

Well, as for V, I hope she will be busy with her stuff till she forgets about me or even she gets a new bf cause I will never never have a relationship with her.

I am not trying to show off here, but this is my blog so I wish to share my problem here. I am not handsome nor clever and most of all I am not rich but still I am now giving two priceless chances away of having a gf.

Hopefully God wont make me pay for it. :)

Thank God.

I am sorry, truly sorry.

Walking Zombie

Walking Zombie, yeah, I am the walking zombie. I reached campus at around 4pm today, went to library to study with my friends which we all end up chating, as usual. I was still normal although I am kinda sick inside. At around 6pm suddenly my stomach got weird and I felt hungry (I have been having problem with my stomach this few days) then I ask my friend to go for dinner together. I took a soup Mee Hoon Kueh and a cup of 100 plus as the doctor said I can do that as to recover the salt that I have lose due to diarrhea. After the meal then my stomach starts to get really sick, after the first time went to toilet I took my medication hoping that it will stop but too bad it doesn't. It came for second time and after that I really really lose my strength, can't even stand properly. Even walking also looks like a walking zombie. My friend saw me and told me I looked pale. Weather was so hot and it makes me sweat like I just had my shower. Then this friend gave me a piece of tissue, it was really nice, kinda touched. :)

Right before the test I was like a handphone with low batt, during the test, when I read the first question and I gave up and did the second question first. After I am done with the second question then I used a lot of time to think about the first. Suddenly, from no where I thought of a way to solve it, just when I thought about it, I over heard my tutor explain to my friend. Then slowly I manage to finish up the question. My friend beside was asking me question, I can't hear what he was saying but later on I kinda catch what he was asking, I tried to explain to him but, usually when you are trying to cheat, you will feel like the lecturer keep looking at you and you might also think that he knows that you are cheating, so I tried my best to explain when the lecturer turned around.

Finally, "ok, times up, the last person in each row, please stand up and collect the papers". Well, I was the last person so its my job to collect.

After the test, I felt my energy came back. I can even race with some people on my way back which frightened me. The driver in front of my made me misunderstand that he want to race, but then he brakes alot early than I do and I nearly "kiss" his "ass". Luckily my brake pads are new. After that I just leave that guy behind and race home.

After my shower, again, I become zombie. So, zombie is blogging. :)

Beaten!!!

I though I have been alright to enjoy my CNY, but now, I am done. I have fallen ill!!! :(

First day was having fever, felt so hot so I turn on the fan but my hands and legs got cold but can't turn the fan off cause will sweat. The next morning went to see doctor, after taking my temperature, I was not having any fever. But now, stomach giving me problems. No appetite to eat, and fell no strength. Keep on going to toilet. Damn, even during the midnight also I can't sleep tight cause keep going to toilet.

Pity me. :(

Get well soon Chen, get well soon.

Hope can do well for my test tomorrow and recover by tonight.

Again...

Again, I have to face my problems. This time has two. :'(

Although I love the song Two is Better Than One doesn't mean I want to have two problems coming at the same time!!! :(

Sakura House, Yatai!!!

19th Feb 2010. 6pm at Sakura House which is located at Duyong. That place sell reasonable price Japanese food.







All of these only cost Rm54. You can't get it at any other place with this price. :)

Having dinner with my dear "Aunty" and get to meet with such cute, friendly, funny and handsome kid at the same time, my dinner is never better. In fact, its almost perfect!! :)

Well, I miss that kid so much now. I think I am in love with that kid. Whenever I see kid then I will think of the kid I met, when I think of the kid I met, it reminds of the "Aunty" incident. I will smile whenever I think about it. What a funny incident I've met so far. The best part was that the kid was wiling to follow us back back, he even said Bye Bye to his mom. Awwhh~~ how sweet~~~ :)

The best part of that kid is that he knocked his head on the wall when he came in, within half an hour, he knocked for the second time, this time, he turned around and beat the well. Hahaha!!! Kawaiiii !!!

Guess its time for me to make a kid for my own. I really miss him very much. :(

When can I see you again kid?? I should have keep his parents contact detail that time... :(

What a waste~~~

Forth and Fifth Day of CNY

Hmmm, the forth day of CNY, I woke up at about 10am, just when I started to blog and facebook then I got a text from my friend, L, saying that he want to go visiting. I told him 1130am but I couldn't make it so change to 12pm. I went to L's house and fetch him to another friend's house, H's house, while waiting for another friend, S, to arrive. When that friend arrived, four of us went to J's house. we spent some times at J's house then T's gf called J at his house then we all, the five of us, J, H, L, S and me waited for T and his gf to arrive. J's younger brother has gone tall and has grown up well but J is still the old J that we all used to know, full with his jokes and action, its always funny to hang around with J. But we hardly hang out cause we are now all separated, some working, some studying at different place, even studying in same university still we hardly hang out as we have our own bunch of friends.

After J's house we went to L's house, which I had already went earlier. J's asked us to go L's house while he took a shower, we were asked to wait for him. While waiting for him, we contacted Z who is on his way back home from Muar. When Z is reaching home, we decided to go to his house, when we came out from L's house then only J arrive. We waited him for about 20 minutes to 30 minutes. After L's house, we all went to W's house. Spent some time there talking then finally we move again. We went to Z's house first then only to S's house. My oh my!!! The cheese cake that S made was marvelous!!! Its really nice. At least the cheese suits my flavor, the cheese taste wasn't too strong or too mild, just nice.

They planned to go massage, S and L, but J wanted to follow so they postponed to fifth day of CNY. After S's house we all went home. J and W got a dinner which everyone from "Zhong Bu" will be. Although I do know some Zhong Bu people but since I don't drink or really hang out with them closely so I spent my night at home, I even missed the chance to gather with everyone at Pure Bar. :(

Fifth day of CNY, holidays end~~~ :'( Today, 5pm I have a lecture to attend. But before that I have to go visit my ex's house. So I went to get some "Bak Gua" then went to her house at around 4pm. I used to be afraid of her mom but I seemed to get used to it. Her mom isn't very fierce actually, its just that the way the communicate is different from my family, I took years to get myself used to it. But this time is different, her dad was at her house too. But her dad didn't say anything when I went. I was there watching the Hong Kong drama. My timing was just nice, I had reason to leave so that I don't have to sit for too long and I was kinda shy to be there with her family as I am just nobody.

When I was leaving for class, she gave some Chinese Orange. Well, it was another good timing cause my malay friend is asking for Limau. Since I got some from her so I just share some of my Limau with my malay friend. After the class I had dinner with my family and now I am here to write whatever happen yesterday and today.

There goes my CNY, wonder is there anything else more to happen. =)

Second Day of CNY and the Third

Early in the morning, around 8am, I woke up and prepare myself for the day. Around 9am my family reach my grandma house, after breakfast then we start our journey of the day. This year, I have volunteered and also booked myself a place in my uncle's new car, Toyota Land Cruiser. First time to sit in a car which is taller than me and has a V8 engine. The breaks are so good that you won't be afraid of hitting the car in front of you. Its huge, the space between the driver seat and the passenger seat has a small refrigerator which the width is about 12inches.


Finish talking about cars, now, lets talk about the journey. First we went to Merlimau. As usual, take angpow!!! Since first day of CNY my uncles and my cousin are addicted to gambling, no matter where they are, as long as there is a table for them they will start to gamble, no matter under what condition, there will always be a deck of card for them. We spend about half and hour to one hour at Merlimau then again we move towards my aunt's new house. While on our way there, my cousin called and ask us to get ice because they can't find anymore ice around their place. I called my mom who is in another car, then my mom said she will settle. When I called her again to ask about the ice, amazingly, she went to Atlas's factory to buy. RM3 for a very huge packet!!! Four times the amount I got from some shops.

When we reach the aunt's house, they start to ask for movie. Finally they decided to watch "Bodyguard Assassin". Since the house has got a Sony home theater set so everybody was enjoying watching that movie. At here, no more gambling. Besides visiting my aunt n uncle, my another intention was to visit Paco Rocker (as known in facebook). He was so cute!!! A really cute rabbit. Oh, one more thing, this is the aunt who cooks really good food. We had our lunch at her place then around 1pm++ we head to Masjid Tanah. As usual, at Masjid Tanah they will proved ice-cream to all of us. This starts when my grandma has a bet with me, she said if I manage to do something (which I don't remember what it was cause I was very young that time) then she will treat me the most expensive ice-cream (that ice-cream cost RM3.20 that time). Well, she kept her promise. Since then it has become a trend that when we go to Masjid Tanah, we eat ice-cream. At Masjid Tanah, my uncles and cousin gamble again!!! All the kids were gathering around them to watch. It was really fun, even kids know how to gamble nowadays.

After that, we head to Alor Gajah. Alor Gajah is where my great grandpa stayed (mom's dad who has passed away few years back). When we got there, again, ANGPOW!!! We all sit and watch tv while talking, eating and drinking some soft drinks. Then my uncles and I started to talk about the PDRM VIP sign on his car plate, after he explained everything then only I know that it isn't just a logo for fun, it meant something cool!!! (not that my uncle was a police or is a police, the meaning of the sign is beyond what I know about the politic world).

Spending about an hour there, again, we head to another place call Melaka Pindah (if not mistaken). That place is always filled with gambling atmosphere during CNY. Kids playing fire crackers which scare everybody cause it was too loud and you won't know when the kids light it. Then, the lion dance team came. First time to see lion dance this year. Not bad.

Not long after the lion dance finish, the day of visiting almost end. We then send my cousin back then we are on our way back home. Although the visiting day going to end, but my day isn't. When I reach home, my ex called and ask me out. Well, CNY, so I didn't reject. We went for a movie "Wolvemen" which started at 11.05pm. Maybe I was too sleepy so didn't really enjoy it. After the movie, we went loitering on the street with my car, well, I should say, her dress was really very sexy. At about 2am, I send her home in one piece. Then I went home, speeding on the street where not many cars is fun. I got home around 2.15am. After shower and facebook, went to bed on 3am++. There goes my second day of CNY, a busy one!!!


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My third day of CNY. My mom, sis and I went for lunch. Then we went to grandma house again. But this time is different. Uncles has went back, some went out to visit their friends. Left very little people at home, suddenly I felt the CNY atmosphere has gone. I wasn't really happy with it. But still, it was fun cause we had a talk and I got to know some incident in the passed which the young kid in the family will never know unless they were told. Kinda sad actually. Around 5pm, again I got a call from my ex, she wanted to buy external hardisk so we went out again. Went to Giant, then went to new JJ to do more survey on the price. Went to buy something that she needed for Feng Shui. Then we went old Newton for dinner. After dinner, we went for a cup of drink at Jonker. The cup of drink is what I always wanted to have but no one accompany me. The Mocha Cookies Blended!!! Yummy Yummy~~~ My ex ordered Banana blah blah blah (I never know the name) which is on the left.


After that drink, we went to beach near Eye of Malaysia (which has closed down). We sat down and had a talk. Then she send me home, she was driving the whole afternoon and night. When I got home then I invited her to my house for angpow. She came. Within half an hour she left and my mom ask me to escort her home as it was already 11pm and she is alone, female some more. I escorted her, and for the first time, I was racing with my ex!!! HAHAHAHA!!! After she got home safely, I helped my dad to buy news paper and went home. There goes my third day of CNY.

And now, its the forth day. The day has just started, my primary as well as secondary school friend text me and I am suppose to go fetch him at 1130am, its now 1045am and I am still here blogging. I should go shower and get myself prepared now!!! Ciao~~~ :)

CNY eve & First Day of CNY

Well, lets start with the day before CNY eve, which is on Friday the 12th Feb 2010. My friend came back, so we decided to go hangout. We went to new Jusco which located right beside Tesco. When we reach there, the car park is filled with cars!! But the first round the car park and we got ourselves a parking lot while everybody was still searching for one, we were really very lucky back there. This new Jusco is designed according to the JB's Jusco in Terbrau City. Its huge and it had a lot of things to shop. First we went round the new shopping complex, I got myself a pair of new shoe which only cost me RM50. I don't have the picture of new shoe here so cannot show it. After we went round and round that shopping complex and its time for dinner, we had a really really huge problem in making decision for dinner. Finally, I decided to go Stone Grill where the food will be served on a piece of rock, the rock can keep heat well without seeing any fire near us when we eat. I ordered Salmon and my friend ordered Ostrich Meat.




After the dinner, we went for a fast drive then I send my friend home. There goes my Friday.

On Saturday, the CNY eve. I was like usual staying at home and do some special preparation for CNY. 7pm was the time where we need to go restaurant for reunion dinner. I forgot what time we started the dinner but what I can comment about that restaurant is that the food is not what I expected. A restaurant like serving that kind of food, minue marks. The dinner was filled with complains, although some dish are well cooked and taste nice but overall is not very good. Serving food which is not cooked, prawns, it sucks!!! Before we went into the restaurant, I kinda took some pictures due to boring.



After dinner, my mom, sis, and I went to my grandma house (mother side). This is a family where I would prefer to celebrate in cause they are more people and its really really nice to have kids running around us all the time and the elder people talking, its really lively as compared to my dad's side family. Yamaha 125Z really looks small when I am on it!!!



After some talking among the people in the house, its finally time for fire crackers. While waiting for the fire crackers to be hung:




At first, four of the Red Long Fire Cracker was hung, it was so loud that I can't hear properly after that:


Then, another two was lite up. I think the whole Taman, we are the noisiest. :)

The time where they played the fire crackers was about 12am++, after that we all gone home and the next morning we went to my grandma house to "bai nian". This was the day where we usually have our "lou shang". Let the ladies do the preparation job:




The moment when we all start to lou shang, it was crazy, the whole house gone crazy with "Huat AH!!!!!". Everybody was shouting out very loudly. It was really fun. When we all lou shang, we dun care what we are doing or how we do it, we just LOU and HUAT AH!!! After lou shang:




My Ah Po eating Lou Shang!!! :)


After this, we all have free time to do what we want. Elder people will just rest or talk among themselves about almost everything. Kids will play among themselves too, for youngsters like us, we can't join elder peoples' talk, so we just join the kids and play with them. Finally, time for dinner. After we took dinner then we all went home to prepare for the second day of CNY where we will be out almost half the day visiting relatives~~~

to be continued.................

Sad & Down

Sad sad sad. I am suppose to have industrial training on this coming 31st May. The first company I sent my resume to is the company that I had my practical when I was in diploma. I thought the chances are very high to get it cause I am used to the enviroment there already. I thought this was an advantage. After few weeks I sent my letter, no reply. My friend that sent together with me already got reply but I am still waiting for reply. I couldn't wait anymore, I called. The answer was "Sorry laa, the project that is suppose to start on June has been delayed till end of the year". I was like "Damn, if this company don't want me then where am I suppose to go??". This time I am facing big problem already. Why is degree giving me so much problem? WHY~~!!!??? :'(