My Last Blog

Hmm, guess this would be my last blog for the time being. I won't write any more blog for now. The reason is I have no idea what I am doing here, I found that I have nothing to do here so I am not writing it for a moment. (maybe I am getting bored)

I am not gona shut this blog down as I might need it in the future. So, when I start writing again, I think I will tell you guys. :D

Maybe I need some time to think things over and make something clear enough, then only I will have the extra space in my brain to think of what to write in my blog. (there is nothing to do with you ok, don't worry, hope you know I am talking about you)

And so, don't comment anything to my blog anymore, I won't be reading it. But if you and you and you want to do so, its up to you, but I wont read it ok.

Anyway, see ya guys soon. Tata... :(

Assignment!!!

Damn!!! Assignment deadline is on 26th Dec and I haven't get a partner yet!!! I am doomed!!! I haven't start revising yet and how the hell am I going to answer the assignment?? I think I enjoyed too much on weekends and forgot that I am still a student and have assignment to do...

Die laa... :'(

Maybe I was worrying about this and making me feel down after last weekends.

Sad Sad...
SOB SOB...

:(

What a Wonderful Weekends

20th December, Saturday, it was a wonderful day for me. Breakfast, movie, and a little present as it might at least have hidden some surprise on the outside. :)

I did something that relieved me on Saturday night, and that thing would be confessing myself. To confess really need guts, not just guts, you need gutssssss!!

I never expect anything from the beginning, but I hope it wont end up in a bad situation that would affect our friendship, and I was so damn lucky it didn't end up badly, but it didn't end up with a "happily ever after" ending anyway. Hehe.

I have never been so happy and excited for so long that I almost forget that kind of feeling. I don't know since when I start to lose the feeling of getting excited, last time when I got my first hand phone, the excitement and the happiness are now lost and I can't find it anywhere in me. even when I get my N95 8GB, the excitement is not there. The feeling that when you first fall for a girl during primary school is gone too. I am not saying that I never fall for my ex-gf but seriously, I have never felt so exciting falling for someone. She really bring those senses back to me.

I used to fall for her when we were in primary school. And now, after so many years, I fell for her again?? How could that be possible?? I start to think that falling for her is like a memory kept in me and it can be switch on anytime when the timing is right. How could I ever fall for somebody twice?? God, you playing with me??

Although I fall for her and she never run away because of that but it doesn't mean I am in a relationship, I AM STILL SINGLE NOW!!! No matter what, I m glad that I confessed and she never hate me for that, I want to thank God for this too. She is such a wonderful and a great friend that I will never want to lose. I can lose everything I have but she is just one of the friends that I would never give up for!! [Its not like You will let me lose everything right, my dear GOD?? ;)]

At first I didn't want to confess as I am really afraid that my I might risking this friendship. but I don't know what makes me take the risk. I am glad that i took the risk but at the same time, I am sorry for taking the risk. After all, it isn't bad just being friends. And from the very first time, I never expect anything other than just friends, is that appropriate?? Hmm, I wonder. :)

I guess we are meant to be friends ba!! There goes my happy story and left those sad story to myself, since Christmas is coming, no sad story!! Behind a happy story, there usually exist a sad one. :)

What a wonderful memory. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

Wonder when will be the next time I can have such excitement.

What a Surprised!!!

ECP2046 Computer Organization and Architecture, there are 7chapters all together. We have to complete the syllabus in 8weeks.

Today, we reach chapter4. The coordinator of this particular subject taught us for chapter1 then an Indian Mr. Emerson taught us chapter2 and chapter3. Chapter2 is kind of confusing especially when calculating the mapping stuff.

In chapter4, a lecturer named Mr. Khair Razlan is teaching us. When he got into class, I heard a girl sitting behind me ask her friend, "why his size so small??", my friend and I were laughing when we heard what the girl said. She would say that most probably she never met this lecturer before, actually, my friends who came to degree with me from diploma would have already know this lecturer. He used to be our lecturer when we were in diploma, never thought that could meet him again in degree (after he become lecturer in degree).

This lecturer was also my adviser back in diploma time. After he left to becoming a degree lecturer, another guy took over his place, Mr. Rozmie, I even added Mr. Rozmie in my yahoo messenger list. He was my adviser after Mr Khair. I still remember that Mr. Rozmie did ask me about my condition when I had an accident during practical, I was admitted in hospital for a night.

NOW, what is surprised about this class is that Mr Khair, all of a sudden, called my friend's name and asked him whether he understand or not during the lecture. I was shocked, I never know that he can memorise people's name so well. Then I told my friend sitting beside me, "Hey, its incredible that he can remember his name hor, I am sure he doesn.t remember mine" (as I hardly have people remember my name, not even my friends, some of them pronounce my name wrongly, but recently, I found a good friend who remembers my name and pronounce it all correctly), my friend replied "I think he still remembers your name". We continue listening to his lecture then.

While the class was going on, towards the end of the class when I was reading my notes and trying to understand whatever is in the note, just after I understood it, "Chen Yuen Hong, can you understand???", I raise my head shockingly and Mr Khair was looking at me, then I replied "(I nod)". Then he asked some question and I answer whatever I understand showed on the screen. "Wah, he really remember my name leh" I told my friend, he said "of course laa, he was your adviser leh and with the result you get in doploma, for sure he remembers you, he even gave us a book remember??", I was thinking real hard and finally I remember but just can't remember what's the title of the book. :)

That is the most shocking things happened to me, I never expect that there is still someone who remember me.

SALUTE Sir!!! Thousands Respect for you!!! :)

Smallville...

Smallville is basically a full story of Clark Kent before he becomes Superman. Its an American series. It is in 8th season now and in every season, it will have a different story and its getting more interesting.

The story starts with Clark Kent, his best friends in high school, Pete Ross, Chloe Sullivan and Lana Lang. Lex Luthor is also his friend but Lex always has a devil in him so slowly, they became enemy. Then, Clark's parents, Jonathan and Matha Kent. Jonathan is a father who could do just anything to protect Clark, even risk his life. He even made a deal with Jor-El, Clark's (Kal-El, Clark's Krytonian name) biological father. Jor-El is dead but he made a fortress for Kal-El and in 8th season in Smallville, Brainiac is to take control of the whole fotress. Bariniac is a character which is a lot more powerful than Clark, his is smart, good and still he is good.

The story has come to a scene where Pete has left smallville because protecting Clark's ability is too hard for him. Lana left too as she and Clark always never end up well. They have feels for each other but fate just doesn't. Clark tried to share his secrets with her but that secret cost her life, and to revive her, Clark chose not to tel her about his secret to Lana. With that secret as a barrier, Clark can only love Lana scretly. In season 8, if I am not mistaken, Lana Lang finally appear again, I have not watch 10th episode yet!!!

During the high school period, Chloe Sullivan, at the same time, love Clark secretly too. But later on, in season 8, Chloe married a reporter Jimmy Olsen and got blessed from Clark. At this critical moment, another character turns up, Davis Bloome. Davis is also a Krytonian like Clark, he is Zord's son.

Before continuing with Davis, Clark has a cousin from Kryton, her name is Kara. So far, Clark doesn't know how to fly yet but his cousin does. Kara, unfortunately, was caprtured in Phantom Zone where its like a jail which kept those evil Krytonian, for example, Davis mother. Kara was not evil but Brainiac put her there. To rescue Kara, Clark and Loius not purposely went to that Phantom Zone and met Kara there. There is a portal which can transfer them back to earth and and with blood of a Kryptonian only the portal will be opened. While Clark fighting the Phantom (evil), Kara open the portal and let Louis go back to earth while she fights with Davis's mother. Davis's mother somehow get to go into the portal and got into Louis's body in search for her son, Davis.

Davis get to know that he have special ability and was trying to deal with it. It is said to be that Davis will be the only person who can defeat Clark, when the day comes, it is known as "Doomsday".

Besides all these characters, Oliver Queen who is the Green Arrow also appear. He was once boyfriend of Louis but now he met his ex-girlfriend, Tess Mercer, who is the owner of all Lex Luthor's property as Lex has gone missing in the ending of seaason 7. Season 8 has some new charaters. Its such a nice story. :)


Tom Welling acted as Clark Kent


















John Schneider acted as Jonathan Kent



















Annete O'Toole acted as Martha Kent












Micheal Rosenbaum acted as Lex Luthor, Lional Luthor was acted by John Glove, who is to be Lex's father












Kristin Kreuk acted as Lana Lang






















Laura Vandervoort acted as Kara, Clark's cousin


















Erica Durance acted as Lois Lane































Justin Hartley acted as Oliver Queen with a secret character as Green Arrow





Aaron Ashmore acted as Jimmy Olsen




















Allison Mack acted as Chloe Sullivan



















Cassidy Freeman acted as Tess Mercer













Sam Witwere acted as Davis Bloome





















Of course, there is still a long way for this Smallville story, and its a nice one... :)

Relationship???

What relationship means?? I would say its like a football game but of course a relationship will never be said to be a game laa... Although its just a few letter word, but it includes a very complex feelings of we human and a lot of work to be done. In football, all the player must work in a team to carry out a good game, they have to practise hard and get around with each other a lot so that they will have the same insticnt when they are playing. Its eaasy to say but it is real hard to do!!

In a football game, there are 1st half and 2nd half of game, during this game, not all the player can stay be by your side, some got injured and have to get out of the feild, some just break the rules and got grounded. There is also time where the team is getting a new player so they will have a choosing session, which player is suitable will be chosen.

Then how does a relationship gets related to a football game??

We have our beloved parents with us (just like the players), maybe not by our side all the time but there are always there. As we know, nobody lives forever, our parents getting older and older, of course we want them to stay with us as long as possible in "the game" laa right. But sometimes the result just doesn't come out as what we want and expected. They will, eventually, leave us in the 1st half and during the 2nd half, we might be alone.

What should we do for the 2nd half then?? Before we loose our parents, our most precious "player", we will kind of have a "choosing session" to get a partner (instead of player in football). Getting a gf/bf is the choosing period, u try to get along with that person to see whether he/she suits you or not, if does, then continue with the "contract", if doesn't, unfortunately, no more "contract", but the special thing in relationship is that we can change the rules of our own to suit that partner, unlike football.

So, to me, having a gf is to find a partner for company for the 2nd half and at the same time the love that was given to parents will be on her too, maybe more. A partner is the who will accompany for the 2nd half of the game (life), I am sure nobody wants to loose a "player" in an important "match" right. I am not deparate but I just felt that I want to put my lilttle secret in this blog, that's all. I am not desparate!! haha...

Timetable!!!

I am in second sem of my gamma year (beta, gamma, delta and epsilon) now, I only take one subject this sem as I had transferred quite a few subjects so I will be quite free for now.

The problem is that my timetable is too free, I only have 3 days of class, Monday frm 5pm-7pm, Tuesday 10am-12pm tutorial and 5pm-7pm class, then Thursday only have class from 12pm-2pm.

That's how free I am, sometimes I wonder why I don't take more subjects so that I can be a bit free towards my delta and epsilon year.

But its all too late, I can't take it already, class started. Sigh!!! :(

Sunday night, I should be sleeping early for Monday's class but I am here typing and typing until I don't know what else to type already.

But I really wish to take at least 2 subjects. How I wish I could turn back the time, the worse thing is that my class is in the afternoon, the time where people are playing and resting, no mood for class. :(

Since I have so much time, should I be revising more frequently?? I should but I just didn't. Spent all my weekends doing nothing, I planned to study but I forgot. Walao!!

So moody. Having a gf is tedious huh, how come?? I wonder... If it is, then why there are so many couples out there?? Aren't they feel tedious too?? Aiya, whatever it is, no chance for me also de laa, poor me... :(

Is it confessing so hard?? Its not, I think, but I don't want to loose a friend like her, I like her but... but... but...

............................ (speechless) ...........................

Is it when you really like someone, as long as she is happy, you shall no mind about yourself?? I mean something so call sacrifice. I know she will reject me, but if I am just her friend, she would be happier than having me to confess, hmmm, I guess I know what to do, I will not confess!! As long as she is happy to be my friend, I am happy for her too, that's how it should be. I am not sacrificing, I just don't want to take the risk. I would rather hide my feelings than to loose a friend.

Hey, reader, don't tell anyone that I like somebody secretly ya!! Haha... :p

Hehe, 12.30am now, the clock at home already told me, "its 1am midnight now!! (in mandarin)", the clock is half an hour faster, haha. Time to go to bed, but have to do something on my hp first before sleep because I was too lazy to do it this afternoon.

Alone in the middle of the night...

Its 12am now, I could not sleep. I guess i had this problem that my friend is facing now, the problem is cannot sleep before 1am, my friend is worse, 4am only can sleep.

I was wondering about having a girlfriend, is having one nice or is it not?? I wish to get one, of course the girl I like, but I am afraid that she and I not match. That's the only thing I am worrying about.

I was asking myself whether or not I confess, I want to but I am afraid that it will affect our friendship. I don't want to loose this friend, but I want to confess. Shall I give relationship a chance or I shouldn't take risk for friendship??

I like her, that's the truth but I think she never likes me, how will she react if I were to confess?? Will she reject me first then try to get herself away from me??

I know I want a girlfriend so much but it doesn't mean I am not sincere to her, I really like her, for a long time now i guess...

AAhhh!! Why should I be thinking about this??

IMPOSSIBLE laaa!!! :'(

11th Nov 08... Finally...

I finally know why did i try to persuade my friend to accept his ex back again. Its all because I know how it feels when the person you like never like you. It is really a sad thing to happen to human.

Today, 10th Nov 08...

Today, 10am, I woke up and switch on my pc as usual. Wanted to print my notes but then I found out I don't have Microsoft Office software, only have Openoffice. No choice, have to wait untill I got the software only I print my notes.

I get to know that my friend's birthday is today so I asked him out, go sushi king to kind of celebrate it. I was surprised that he replied my sms early in the morning (he only wakes up at 12pm usually). Then he agreed to go sushi king.

I hate nothing to do, so I watch "Resident Evil2" which I bought the other day but haven't watch. It was nice, the story makes me want to watch part3 so much. Wanted to go lunch but then I am going to sushi king at 3.30pm so I decided not to have lunch (on the other hand, I was just being too lazy :) ).

I took a nap at 2pm untill 2.30pm and went for a bath. Planned to go Bunga Raya and buy the Microsoft Office 2007 cd but the pirated shop close. So I went to JJ after that.

Sushi king was full, don't know what happened. But before my friend reach, all of a sudden, so many empty space pop up. Guess he brought luck, haha. I ate a lot.

IMPORTANT part comes:
He told me that his ex-girlfriend wished him last night at 12am. He also said that his ex (short for ex-girlfriend) never sleep late but she just did it because she want to wish him at 12am. Before I continue, his ex is a nurse. He was shocked to get his ex wished him too.

His ex asked him, what present do you need me to get you?

He replied, its ok, you don't have to buy me any.

Then his ex said, last time you always ask me to buy you something but I never buy, so, you let me know what you want, I buy for you.

He still say its ok.

He asked his ex to sleep early because she is not used to staying up late and it might be a habit is she continues to this kind of lifestyle. He added, I am just giving advise, you can not to listen to it, it is just an advise after all.

She replied, no, I haven't heard you advise for so long now so I will listen and obey it.
(If you were me, you can smell something fishy here already right??)

.......................................................................................

He told me, right before his ex say goodbye, his ex send something to him and after seeing it, he straight offline. The words are "I miss you".

If i were him, I don't think I will offline so quickly, after all, both them were to be very close once.

I told him, you know your ex wana be with you back together, why don't you give her a chance?

He said, first, I have no feelings for her anymore, when I get to hear "back together", I am freak out, that's what he told me.

I try to pursuade him to give her a chance but he just wouldn't do it.

Its not like I want my ex back but to have someone who cares about you, and someone who likes you, you should at least give them a chance, after all they were once a couple.

Talking about it, will I be like him if my ex want me back?? I wonder..........................................

That all for tonight, its 12am now, which means its 11th Nov 08 already.

Time To Go Back For Class!!

Hah!! another sem has finished, sem break is done, nid to face another sem of stress again.. wonder when can i finish it.. sometimes its so stress dat make me wana let go, gv up.. but den after thinking it for some time, I hv gone dis far, y shud i gv up js bcs some huge stress?? izit worthy?? I kept asking myself abt it..

Study is ntg comare to wrking as an engineer, went for pratical n saw those ppl wrking as technician n engineer, i wonder wat i wil b in d future?? will b like wat i m o i wil b like them??

When it comes to study, i m reali speechless, y shud we human wana study so much?? y not hvin a simple life?? without our knowledge nw, we might nt suffer frm global warming, no 911, i dun mind nt hvin KLCC bt knowledge dat we human produce, d knowledge we invent, they r all scary, but at d same time its oso good, good in a way dat it cures ppl in medication.. hv gun to protect our own safety, but y thr r so amny kinds of ppl out thr?? who misused wat we invented.. y r ppl like dat??

study so much, wat izit for me to earn?? js knowledge?? but for wat i seen for pratical, we hardly apply wat we learn, bt i reali admire those who created those software n hardware.. if i can manage to create bom on my own like wat i seen in movies, wah, den i wud b happy.. like those spy o well trained soldiers, secret agents, haha.. cool!!

Ooppsss, wat m i talking abt?? i shud b talking abt my clas laa...

Aiyo!!!

Duno laa... sien.. ntg to say d.. welcme new sem... hope to enjoy it... =)

About me....intro...

Hello, I am Chen, that is what people call me. People know me after I gt into Uni call me Chen, those know me from before knows my real name.

I am an ordinary guy came out from no where start blogging here all because there is a very nice friend invited me here. I have nothing to do now, feeling boring on friday night, and that is the reason why I am here to type. :)

Hurmm, what else about me I can say?? Although my soul have been in this body for so many years but it seem that my soul still don't quite understand what I am, what I want, what I like and what my hobbies are.

Since I don't know what I want to intro, lets list out something:

1st: What do I do everyday??
-During holiday, if I don't help in the shop then I will just stay at home doing "nothing"

2nd: What do I do at home usualy??
-10am, time to wake up, sometimes 11am if and only if I slept late the previous night.
-the first thing to do after I woke up, switch on my beloved pc, then start to online.
-when the pc is loading, I will go and brush my teeth because dentist ask me to be hardwokring in brushing them, last time, i brush in the morning only, but now, i brush at night too.
-after that I will start to find things that I can do with my internet.
-usualy go youtube to see whether my Bleach is on or not, if it is not then I will go to another website to see whether d comic version is out or not, if both are not out yet then I will continue checking mails and check whoever in my msn list is online.
-sometimes I will go search for some taiwan's entertainment show to download (usualy watch it from youtube as it is a lot faster, my network damn slow!!!)
-after that, frienster will come into my mind, quite bored with friendster already but that's the way for me to keep in touch with a lot people, although there are websites like myspace and facebook, but I am just being so lazy to apply for all that, chinese said "hen ma fan" and "lan duo la".
-blah... blah... blah... there goes my one hour or two.

3rd: What do I do after that one or two hours??
-then my stomach's alarm will sound.
-when it sounds, it time to eat, no breakfast usualy, brunch, that is what people call it
-that most problem thing comes, why do I say so??
where to eat??
what to eat??
what I want to eat today??
where else can I find nice and cheap foods??
is there any nice place with nice food around where I stay??
-arrgghhh... just this few questions will make me crazy because I have to ask myself at least three times a day, sometimes four, I am not sure whether I reach five or not.. haha.. :D
-after so many questions, I will still end up going to the nearest stall to buy a packet of economic rice, a huge one, the most Rm5 she will give me.
-my sister always say, "the economic rice is suppose to be cheap but everytime when you are buying, it is not econimic already". haha..

4th: What do I do when I reach home with the packet of rice??
-wei!!! of course eat it laa, what else I can do about it?? My stomach alarm sounded ok!!
-but at the same time, since I do not like tow waste my precious time, I will watch youtube while eating the packet of rice.
-when I feel bored, I will contact my "agent" to get some high definition dvd and watch.
-once I start watching, I will end up realizing the time at about 5pm.

5th: What do I do after 5pm??
-5pm is time to watch drama on tv, s'pore drama, the drama showing now is about a guy frm 90's not purposely went back to 60's/70's, back to the time when he was born.
-once start watching, I won't stop untill the time is 8pm.
8pm is time for shower, after that, if not watching again then I will be sitting down in front my pc untill the time for bed.


That is how my life is all about. Not to waste my precious time?? I am actualy doing it. But I like it. Just hope that I won't regret later on.

Guess that is all about me for now, I tend to make long stories, sorry about that.
My mom used to tease me, if i were to be the person who make scripts for dramas, that drama will be at least 1000 episodes. HAHA!!!